jaden hossler - the one

part 40

louises pov

"louise please stop" chase says

i look at him, then turn back and start running faster. why. why me. what did i do? why did u get cheated on twice? what is possibly so FUCKING bad about me?

i keep running until i cant anymore. i might pass out. who cares. as long as i dont have to ever see him again.

"louise.." chase runs up to me and hugs me tight. i start lightly sobbing in his chest.

"poor baby" he says, placing a soft kiss on my head.

"ch- chase" i say, looking up

"yes freckles" he smiles

"what is it, that makes me not good enough" i say, letting go of the hug

"dont say tha-" i cut him off

"is it cause im too fat? do i have too many freckles? is it my body in general? is it my personality" i say

"louise stop" he says, trying to calm me down

"NO CHASE! YOU DONT FUCKING UNDERSTAND!" i say, full of anger

"i dont. i just wanna be here for you" he says

"i got cheated on. twice. when i did NOTHING wrong. so what is it? why cant somebody love me?" i say, breaking down

"listen to me." i look away but he grabs my face " listen to me louise rose smith. there is NOTHING wrong with you. you hear me? nothing!" he says

"then why does this keep happening" i say

" i dont know. all i know is that you dont deserve this. any of this." he says, putting his hand on mine.

"thank you chase" i say, giving him a small smile.

"ohh whats that? is that a smile i see?" he says poking me in the ribs

"stahp!" i say giggling

we just lay on the ground looking up at the grey sky. its raining, but we dont care.

third persons pov

"shouldnt we go after her?!!" addison yells

"chase already did, its fine" jason says

"dont fucking say its fine you piece of shit" avani says pointing at jason

"woah! calm down" he says

"dont tell me to calm down! you've been heartless this entire trip and its disgusting. dont u see that us girls have feelings? we are humans too, so if u dont start treating louise like an actual human being with feelings i will fucki-" she gets cut off by anthony holding her

"woahh!!! we get it babe" he says

as the girls and some of the guys are finally calming down, jaden cant stop thinking about louise. about his girl. his girl, who he lost.

louises pov

"lets go back alright?" he says, reaching out his hand

"no. i dont wanna go back. ever" i say

"louise. we cant just stay here. u gotta host today" he says

"fuck. i forgot" i say, putting my face in my hands

"you dont have to" he says

"yes. yes i do" i grab his hand and get up. we walk back to the hotel.

jadens pov

i just sit down and look through the window. im fighting the tears in my eyes. how could i be so stupid. how could i be so damn stupid to hurt my girl.