DIANA'S P.O.V
December 23rd. Advance Merry Christmas from my hospital room. Can't believe it's been 5 months since I got here and never left for even a day. I did whole physiotherapy that Doctor Cory gave, ate those medicines everyday, rest as much as I could. I wish it could give me something to be proud of. But Celiac wasn't going anywhere. I sit here staring at the window with even less ability to eat the proper food. I'm pale like a vampire. Way much skinnier.
"Diana, shall we drink this?" Natalia, the nurse that was assigned to take care of me brought another doze of medicine for after lunch's schedule.
"Nat..." I smiled.
"Hey. How you feeling?" She checked on my pulse and infusion.
"Great." I nodded slowly. "Nat..."
"Hmm?" She sit on my bed.
"Do...you...have...something...to...ask...for...Christmas?" I tried so hard to speak.
"I think I don't have any wishes. Do you?" She stroked my cheek.
"Uhm." I nodded. "May...I?"
"Sure." She repositioned herself. "What is it?"
"I...want...to...come...home..."
I spoke to her as well as using signed language, because I can't push too hard on my voice. It's been gone for a month. It's been a month since the last time I can speak properly.
"Come home? To your apartment?" Natalia raised her eyebrows.
"No. To...America..." I signed.
"America?" Natalia stared at the whole pictures above my headbed. "You miss your family."
I nodded. I just nodded all the time, or shake my head if I disagree. That's all I can do now. So please bear with me and my very limited physical ability today.
"You miss him." Natalia pointed to Connor's pictures on the wall. "Do you?"
"Hmm." I smiled. "I...want...to...meet...them...all...before..."
"Sweety, stop it. No you're not going anywhere as you think you will. Be alive. You won't leave us." She got so emotional.
"Liar. I...will...be...gone...soon..." I smirked.
"Dee." Natalia bowed her head.
"Please..." I begged.
"Okay I'll try to speak to Doctor Cory. But I can't promise anything." She said sweeping her tears away.
"Thank...you. Merry...Christmas..." I gave Natalia a folded-origami that I made to be a flower.
"This is so beautiful. Thank you lovely." She hugged me and we both cried.
Why's everybody look very sad everytime they see me?
Do I look that horrible?
Do I already look like a vampire?
I don't mind, because I've always wanted to be one.
I just want to come home, hopefully Doctor Cory will let me.
I want to meet Tanya, and Connor, and Ariana too.
Hoping they would forgive me.
Thank you Doctor Cory, for being so patient to me.
I wish I could live longer.
"Nat...alia...?" I called her.
"Yes, sweetheart."
"Would...you...please...call...her..." I gave a number on a piece of paper to her. "And...make...her...come...here?"
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DEAR CONNOR
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