CHAPTER 18.2 : A goodbye again?

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Xyla’s POV

“Ang malas mo naman Xyl, ang lakas ng buhos ng ulan oh.” Sabi sakin ni Bel habang patuloy kami sa pag-eempake.

 

“Bukas ka nalang kaya umalis Laur?” Tiningnan ko si Laurence.

 

 

“Whether it rains or storm, aalis ako sa bahay na ‘to.” Huli kong nilagay sa maleta ko yung snow white na stuff toy. Dadalhin ko nalang yon kesa naman maiwan dito. I took Mocha and sit on my bed.

 

 

“Pakibaba nalang lahat ng yan.” Sabi ko’t tigdadalawa silang lahat ng maleta. Naiwan akong mag-isa sa kwarto. It was an empty room again. Wala ng mga gamit, meron pa pala… nilingon ko yung frame sa side table. Nakalagay doon yung picture naming lahat. I took it and hug it. I would miss everything here. Nilapag ko lang yun sa kama at inayos si Mocha. I start strumming it.

 

 

“When your trial past but you don’t succeed

When you get what you want but not what you need

When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep

Stuck in reverse

 

When the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can’t replace

When you love someone but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

 

Light will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you…” I sighed and stood up. Kung ganon nga lang kadaling ayusin… but it can’t. Nilingon ko ang kabuuan ng kwarto ko sa huling pagkakataon.

“Bye bye for the second time…” I smiled half and walk to the door. Nakayuko akong lumabas at nilock yung kwarto. I turn my head and was surprised to see all them. Oh… is this a heart-warming good bye? Nah… baka may sasabihin lang sila.

“Bakit ka aalis?” Tiningnan ko si Kai.

 

“Dahil gusto ko.”

 

“No one’s pushing you to leave” I looked at Kris.

 

“There is… it’s myself.”

 

“Bakit kailangan mong umalis?” I looked at Kyungsoo.

 

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