Chapter 77

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Chapter 77 Enough

It's been years now after the incident but i still couldn't forget what happened.Because of Jahara's selfishness many things happened.

Lolo died.

Right after the news about the death of the unborn baby reaches Japan,he had an attack.The doctors couldn't save him because it was too late.The attack was too sudden and his old body couldn't keep up anymore.

All of us members of the Household went to Japan for the funeral.Our relatives including the Alcazars,my mother's side are there to give condolences.

I was so angry that day especially to my sister.She was crying loudly,people around us thought she loved our Lolo very much for her to throw tantrums like that.

Hindi nila alam ay hindi lang sakit ang iniiyakan kundi ang pagisisi sa ginawa.I was fuming mad i couldn't bring myself to talk to her ,kahit yata ang tignan siya hindi ko siya magawa.

But even if she did a terrible thing,i still love her.My sister,i still love Jahara who i grew up with.

I didn't tell anyone about what really happened between Jahara and Ambrielle.I couldn't bring myself to talk about it because the truth will all hurts us.Worst,baka itakwil at palayasin nila ang ate ko sa pamilya namin.

It was out of her intention na madamay si Lolo sa ginawa niya but it all ends now.I've had enough and i couldn't sleep or eat properly.

There's a hint of guilt inside of me for not bringing up the thruth.I love Jahara unconditionally,i love my family but i had enough.

"You're not my sister anymore."

Gulat siyang tumingala sa akin.Pain and regret are visible on her teary eyes.I can see that she's also suffering.Namumula na ang mga mga mata niya kakaiyak at nangingitim na ang paligid nito.

I clenched my jaw and before turning my back away from her."Bacause in the first place,you never were."Wika ko bago umalis sa kwarto.

Humagulhol siya at umiyak ng umiyak nung gabing.Sinara ko ang pinto ng kwarto niya at sumandal dito.Tumingala ako at pinunasan ang isang butil ng luha na kumawala sa kanang mata ko.













Bumuntong hininga ako matapos ilapag ang tasa ng kape sa sidetable ng kama.I crossed my arms while watching Ambrielle sleep in my bed.It's been years now and i can see he that grew up very well.

But i didn't expect to see him in Thetis' birthday.Mom forced me to go dahil family friend ng mga Alacazar ang mga Avellaneda.I don't care about that thing though,i was busy managing my own company and i had no choice but to at least greet him a happy birthday.

Marahan akong tumabi sa kaniya.I closed my eyes and tried to sleep beside him.It was really uncomfortable and i couldn't even clear my mind to sleep.

Knowing that he's just beside me right now made me think things.Marahas na umupo ako at kinamot ang batok ko.Nilingon ko siya na mahimbing na natutulog.

I gently flipped him to face me.I layed down and slowly embraced him.I closed my eyes and let myself down on his comforting scent.

"Just for tonight,let me do this."Bulong ko sa sarili ko.Hinaplos ko ang malambot niyang buhok.
"Then i'll forget again tomorrow."Dagdag ko at hinayaan ng makatulog ang sarili ko katabi siya.

Akala ko ay nakalimot na ako at nakatakas nako.Now that he's literally infront of me,i was fucking wrong.

Uulitin ko nalang ang ginawa ko sa loob ng ilang taon.I made myself busy at work,dating different women is no longer an option.I just want to think something else.

I've known guys going out with other guys.It's just a normal thing in different countries i travelled.Now that i'm thinking about it,i don't want that to happened.

Making him mine is just a piece of cake.

But i want to save him from that kind of relationship.Ano nalang ang sasabihin ni Lola at Alira sa akin??I heard from Alira that Ambrielle is with her mother right now together with her stepfather and stepbrothers.

I'm such a fucking coward.

All this time i've been denying the phase i knew already grew wilder inside me.I didn't even saw it coming,i just felt it now that i've seen him again.

"Congratulations Ambrielle."

I sent the message and heaved a sigh before turning my swivel chair to watch the moon shine in the night sky.

"I'll start over again."Wika ko sa sarili ko.

Ganon nga ang ginawa ko.Nag focus na naman ulit ako sa trabaho ko and i tried dating again,thinking that will help me.I was desperate.

I don't feel any thrill and excitement at all.It's just  and a boring act.It was just pure stupidity to think that'll help me.

"You're not getting younger man,go get fucking life."Asik ni Tywin at tinunga ang isang shotglass.Sumandal siya sa sofa at nilibot ang paningin sa kabuuan ng office ko.

Palihim na bumuntong hininga ako at tumunga ng alak.

"You spent years managing your own company,you're getting old Mr.Tobito."Tywin chuckled and i just raised my eye brow.He then raised his arms like a busted convict.

"How old are we again??"Natatawang tanong niya sa akin."30."Sagot niya sa sarili niya at humalakhak sa tawa.

"You talk like you already have a girl."Nanunuyang sabi ko at tumungga ulit sa shotglass na hawak.Ngumisi siya at tinapik tapik ang sentido niya.

"I have one in my mind."

Lumabi ako at tumango tango nalang sa kaniya.

"Your company is already on top of us.Ano pa bang pinagkakabahalaan mo??"Kumunot ang noo niya at tila nagseryoso na.

"Tobito,Avellaneda,Mystogan,and the Alcazars."Sambita niya sa mga iilang pinakamakapangyarihang pamilya.

"I don't understand why you're so obsessed on working on your company."

Napaisip naman ako sa sinabi niya.

"You're not getting younger."

Matapos naming magusap ni Tywin ay nauna na siyang umuwi sa condo niya.Back in London,i met him and fate crossed our paths again.

He's already managing his family's company back then.He's the only heir of the Mystogans,he needs to continue their legacy.So i signed a contract with him at sa komponya nila ako mismo naginvest ng pera.

Hanggang sa marating ko tuktok kung nasan man ako ngayon.Without my family and anyone's help,i became successful.

Sometimes,there things in life you need to take alone.

I'm already 30 yrs old,that makes him 20 i guess.Kumusta na kaya siya??Did he also made it?His dream and passion for Art,i hope he's doing well with his chosen path.

Nalalasing kong pinatakbo ang saksakyan ko habang inaalala ang subdivision na tinitirhan ng pamilya niya.

"Sir maguumaga na ah,sino po ang pupuntahan niyo??"Tanong nung guard sa akin.

Pumikit ako ng mariin at hinilot ang sentido ko.Naparami yata ang nainom kong alak.Bumuntong hininga ako at tumango.

"Ambrielle."

I stated his name and looked at the guard na naguguluhang tumingin sa akin.Mabagal siyang tumango at binuksan na ang gate.

I've spent many years containing and controlling myself.There's no turning back now because i've had enough of it.

AN

Mas lalong sumakit ulo ko sayo Jao,bibigay karin naman pala.

#Frustrated_Jao_no_more

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