What if I'm not good enough?

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I forgot to write this one down. This is a request from @eggeggeggbread (your name is annoying to type lol). They said "I have a request/prompt it's fine if you don't do it thought. So basically George, dream, and sapnap are all dating and George starts feeling insecure and down on himself. Dream and Sapnap then notice this and end up just cuddling George and showering him in kisses and compliments making sure he knows how loved he is and how much they care about him. Feel free to add any of your creativity and imagination I'm not the best at details and such," Sorry I am just now catching up on all of my requests. This one might be short, so I am doing this first. And you know I love insecure stories.

I have to work on math, but I will take a break and get this done. I have almost six stories that are 3/4 of the way done. So your request will be out soon. I meant to finish this yesterday, but I didn't, so I am finally getting this done today.

Ya, that's about it. If anybody reads this, you request if you want. Bye and always remember this is a safe place for you to be yourself and love who you are. So I hope you have slept well, eaten enough today, staying hydrated, and getting enough time outside. This is now your happy place. If someone ever reads this, tell me how your day was. Well and another daily reminder that you are a beautiful smart little muffin and I hope you have a wonderful day/night or evening, whatever you prefer. And feel free to request if you want. But I only do fluff, because my heart can't take pain right now. /) have a nice day and stay safely hydrated.

Third-person

"What if I'm not good enough?" Those six words repeated in George's mind over and over and over again. George was sitting on the floor by the sofa. George hadn't left the house ever since quarantine started. George was too scared he might get the ronies if he went outside. His boyfriends on the other hand went outside a few times during the quarantine. They went to buy a basketball hoop at Walmart. They also went to get gym equipment so they can work out, without going to the gym. George wouldn't let them in the house until they got tested for the ronies. The results came back and they didn't have the ronies. After that George didn't let them leave the house. They could only go in the backyard to play basketball or outside to the gym in the garage. And now we're here. George was sitting on the floor contemplating if he should workout or not. George had gained a few pounds over quarantine. More than he'd like to admit (haven't we all though). This made George very insecure and he began to think more lowly of himself. Sooner or later his boyfriends would find out that he has gained weight, George knew they wouldn't care and still love him for him. But a small part of him thought that they would judge George and tell him he's not good enough for them. SapNap and Dream spent most of their time working out and George spent most of his time streaming or eating food in front of his monitors (George you mood). "George!" SapNap yelled. George shot up quickly and looked in the taller boy's direction. "Is your head in the clouds again? I've been calling you for almost five minutes now," Sapnap said jokingly. "Oh, I'm sorry, I was just thinking. What is it you'd like?" George said in his normal sweet tone of voice. "I was just wondering if you'd want us to make breakfast or do you want to make breakfast?" SapNap asked with a nervous smile. George just laughed and said that he'd do it.

Time skip to when George is cooking breakfast and Sapnap and Dream are watching him with love in their eyes. Time skip brought to you by this being one of two one-shots where I brought up the ronies and quarantine. Time skip also brought to you by this story coming to an end soon.

George hummed as he stirred the pancake batter. Both SapNap and Dream watched the smaller boy's movements with awe and love. "He's so adorable," Sapnap said and Dream agreed as well. They loved their boyfriend dearly. More than anything at that. George finished mixing the batter and then put it in on the pan. "Ooo, these will turn out well!" George said with a smile as he made the first pancake.  "How many do you guys!- Jesus Christ, what the fridge are you all doing there?!" George says as he frantically jumps at his boyfriends just standing there. "Oop-, be careful honey," Dream says as he quickly makes his way over to George so he doesn't burn himself. SapNap turned down the stove a bit and smiled at his boyfriends. "I would like two pancakes," Dream says as he helps George back on his feet. "I will have three please," Sapnap said with a smile. "Okays, you guys can set the table if you'd like and once you are done with that the pancakes should be ready!" George said with a small smile as he goes to tend to the pancakes. Dream and Sapnap walk out of the kitchen and into the dining room (they are separate rooms and you cant hear what people are saying in the dining room when you are in the kitchen. Just a quick heads up). They began to put out placemats and all that. "George seems a little different today," Dream said as he put out the forks and knives. "Yeah, I am not sure what it is though? Do think he is sleepy?" SapNap asks as he pushes in all the chairs. "I don't think so," Dream said. The two of them thought long and hard about why George would be acting strange today. "Oh! I got it!" SapNap said loudly as he got an idea. "What's your idea?" Dream says as he sits down in one of the dining room table chairs. "He might feel insecure maybe? Or maybe he feels he isn't good enough for us?" SapNap suggest. "Why would he think that? He will always be one of two people we will always love. I don't care if he is a girl, nonbinary, transgender, I don't care what ethnicity he is or what his sexual orientation is. I don't care. As long as he is himself," DreamWasPansexual said and PansexualNap agreed as well. "How about we talk to him about this after breakfast?" SapNap says. Dream agrees. They both get up and help George bring in the plates. They all sit down at the dining room table and began to eat. Well beside George. George was not eating for some reason and that concerned the taller boys. "Are you going to eat babes?" SapNap asks in a concerned tone of voice. "Um, no, (George thought about what he was going to say for a while). Uh, I, I don't want to gain weight," George said with a sigh as he looked down. That's why George was in a less talkative/less outgoing mood. He felt insecure about his weight. "I few pancakes won't make you gain weight George and if it does that's fine. We will still love you. You are our boyfriend after all," Dream said with a smile. Georges blushes a dark shade of red. "Fine, I will go get some (I just popped my shoulder trying to reenact the next scene (that's how I get most of my ideas. I just sit down and move my arms and that's how my ideas are made, bam)) pancakes," George says as he gets up and makes his way to the kitchen. "God damn, who gave him the right to be that cute," Sapnap says with a smile as he watches George walk away. "Boy! Stop being a simp and eat the pancakes," Dream says as he smacks the back of Sapnaps head. SapNap just laughs and continues to eat his pancakes.

Time skip to later in the day when George is pants or something doesn't fit and he feels like he isn't good enough for Dream and George. Time skip brought to by me writing this time skip before I finish the half above it. Time skip brought to you by this story coming to an end soon.

George was stood in front of the conveniently placed full body mirror in his and his boyfriend's shared bedroom. This time the mirror was not in the bathroom, it was in the bedroom. Curse that full body mirror. George was putting on some clothes because he couldn't wear his pajamas all day. George grunted as his jeans didn't go up past his thighs. "You doing all right there honey bun?" Dream asked the smaller boy as he peaks his head out of the bathroom door. "Doing just dandy," George said as he tried to get the pants past his legs again. "You need help or you got it?" Dream says as he fixes his hair. "I've got it," George snapped. He was not about to ask his boyfriend for help putting on his jeans. He was not vulnerable and needing of assistance. Nope, not at all (note the sarcasm)"Okay then. Holler if you need me," Dream says as he goes back to doing his thing. George continues to struggle. This went on for about ten more minutes and George began to get very frustrated. SapNap opens the door with a flirty smile. Was it finally that time (think long and hard what it was time for. Think long and hard)? SapNap takes off his shirt and looks around."Oh sorry, I will put back on my shirt. I wasn't the time was it?" SapNap says as he puts back on his shirt. "No it wasn't," George said as he tried once again to get the pants on. Sapnap goes over and helps the boy get his pants on. After one push they got over George's legs and behind. "Problem solved!" Sapnap said excitedly. "I feel my blood circulation in my legs cutting off," George said as his face paled. SapNap quickly helped George get the pants off before it did actual damage to his bloodstream. "Ugh, I've gotten so fat over quarantine," George says sadly as he falls to the floor and began to cry. The word fat sparked both the taller boy's attention. "Hey, bubs, your not what society calls fat," Dream said as he rubbed George back in a comforting way. "Yes, I am!" George yelled as he cried some more. Dream and SapNap continued to assure George that he was beautiful no matter what his size was (that goes for all of you too. Your beautiful just the way you are). "Hey, George?" Sapnap questions with a smile. "Yes?" George says looking up through his soaked his eyelashes. "How long ago did you buy those jeans?" Sapnap teased. Dream smiled. He knew what Sapnap was getting at. "Um, my freshman year," George said shyly. "Freshman year of what?" SapNap says with a smile. "High school," George squeaks out in embarrassment. "And how old are now?" SapNap asks with an eyebrow raise. "Twenty four. Oh," George says as his face cheeks turned pink. "You've grown George," Sapnap says with a smile. "We all grow out of old clothes, now come on, let's cuddle to forget about this whole incident," Sapnap says with a smile. Both of the older boys agree and they start to cuddle and shower one another with affection.

And that's where our story ends. George is showered with kissed, love, affection, you name it. He finally felt that he was good enough for this world and specifically Dream and Sapnap. I hope this is what you are looking for sorry if it's all over the place and pog we are at two thousand words! Anyway, you matter loves and Toodles for now!

Ya, that's about it. If anybody reads this, you request if you want. Bye and always remember this is a safe place for you to be yourself and love who you are. So I hope you have slept well, eaten enough today, staying hydrated, and getting enough time outside. This is now your happy place. If someone ever reads this, tell me how your day was. Well and another daily reminder that you are a beautiful smart little muffin and I hope you have a wonderful day/night or evening, whatever you prefer. And feel free to request if you want. But I only do fluff, because my heart can't take pain right now. /) have a nice day and stay safely hydrated.

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