Be My Lover

Can't Go Back

Amelia's POV

It was now weeks and Arizona was now able to move back home. She still hasn't decided if she wanted to keep the baby but I just knew she felt horrible.  As I pulled up in our driveway, I noticed her new expression. She seemed slightly happier. She hasn't seen Sofia in weeks. She hated the fact that Sofia saw her mother so fragile in a way that could destroy her. I knew she felt bad.

"Arizona, baby." I slightly shook her to get her attention. She bit her lip and turned to me. "Ready to go?"

"Y-yeah." She looked down. I grabbed her hand and kissed it.

"I love you, sweetie." I looked into her eyes longingly. She smiled back, her dimples popping up for the first time of the month.

"L-love you too." She mumbled. I smiled. I kissed the top of her forehead, knowing she's not very comfortable being kissed on the lips so much. As we entered the place, I felt her hand squeeze mine. I smiled. Until, she started squeezing it harder. I saw her eyes tear up. I suddenly held her closer to me and tried to calm her by stroking her hair.

"Baby, hey." I whispered. "I'm here. It's okay." She nodded and whimpered sadly. I kissed her forehead as she cuddled into my chest. I missed her. She then backed away.

"I-I need to throw u-up." She cried. I nodded and helped her into the restroom. She kneeled over the toilet and kept vomiting so I held her hair up and rubbed her back to soothe her.

"S'okay, baby." I cooed as she finally stopped. I helped her wash her face and we went back into our bedroom. It looked untouched so I let Arizona go on it. She started to whimper again so I spoke up. "What's the matter, babe?"

"D-do you s-still love m-me? After I..." she cried and I stopped her.

"Of course I love you. I love you no matter what. Because you're you. I love everything about you Arizona. Sure, you can be stubborn sometimes, but it's the cutest kind of stubborn." I laughed. "I love you."

"S-so if I asked you to marry me, you w-would say yes?" She smiled weakly. I tried to keep in the tears in my eyes. I can't believe she sees us getting married.

"Of course. How could I ever say no?"

"A-After this..." she paused. "...after we get all of this sorted out, will you finally marry me?" She said. I kissed her on the bed slightly and my eyes were flooded by tears of joy.

"Yes, I will marry you Arizona Robbins."