ACE'S POV
My heart missed a beat.
I stood frozen in front of the door. My tears fell down as I was so hurt to see her with her ex like this.
She get up from lying, clutching the blanket at her chest to hide her naked body. Letizia's eyes bulged as she stared at me, she was probably feeling guilty and overwhelmed or because she was shock.
Emotions ruled the scene.
I composed my thoughts, gathered up the courage and made a slow steps towards her.
Pero sa bawat hakbang ko palapit sa kanya ay nanghihina ang mga tuhod ko and all my emotions of love for her and all togetherness preoccupied my mind.
All I could think was...
I'm so afraid to lose those memories with her. I'm so afraid to lose you Letizia. My mind and heart spoke these words.
Gustong gusto kong sigawan si Letizia, gusto kong magalit pero umurong ang dila ko at ang tanging nagawa ko lang ay humakbang palapit sa kanya. But I'm sure, Letizia knew that my silence speaks a thousand words, with more deep meaning.
Nang makalapit ako kay Letizia ay binalot ng katahimikan ang paligid. Dahan-dahan akong lumuhod sa harap ng kama at niyakap sya.
She froze.
Stunned.
Pero ito lang ang gusto kong gawin ngayon. Ang yakapin sya sa braso ko kasi sobrang sakit na makita syang ganito kasama ng ibang lalake. Na sa yakap na binigay ko ay pinaramdam ko sa kanya na takot na takot akong mawala sya sa akin.
My tears continue running down my cheeks for I can't able to see her with someone else like this, and my heart cannot even survive the pain.
"L-Let me go." Letizia said as she pushed me on my chest.
Pero sa pagtatangka nyang pagtulak sa akin ay mas humigpit lamang ang yakap ko sa kanya. Though I failed to utter a word, it was excruciatingly painful to see her like this with this fucking Ian!
Fuck! I love her unconditionally even after she wanted me to stay away and move on. I know my care appeared as pestering and my love appeared as torture.
But the thought of me letting her go, makes me weak in the knee! Fuck! I don't care if I appeared stubborn just because I can't let Letizia go. I don't care if I made her freak out by showing my endless love!Because I truly love her unconditionally and even after she breaks my heart a million times, those million pieces still love her to the truest if its senses.
"Ace, ano bang ginagawa mo dito. Let me go!" Letizia said angrily. She keeps pushing me on my chest but still, I hug her tight in my arms.
"Let her go!" Narinig kong sigaw ni Ian at naramdaman ko ang kamay nitong dumakma sa collar ko.Na syang mabilis na nakapagpadilim ng paningin ko. Tumayo ako at nanatili akong nakayakap kay Letizia, kaya pati si Letizia ay napatayo.
Sa pagtayo ko ay wala akong inaksayang oras. Tila ba natabunan ng mga ulap ang paningin ko at ang sunod kong ginawa ay sinunggaban ng suntok si Ian.
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