Who She Is

~63~

*Slight mature themes

Alyx's POV

The rest of the week couldn't go any slower. I was dying for this weekend. Amaya wants to go somewhere alone with me. To be totally and completely alone with me. To take my virginity. I couldn't be more excited. And nervous.

After Rachel and my mom got home, I took Amaya back to Elaine's. Before she got out, she whispered 'can't wait' in my ear. I drove the rest of the way home with a hard on. We agreed to go somewhere, like a hotel. I don't know exactly where we'll be going. She said she'd take care of everything.

Friday after school, Amaya and I split ways, planning to see each other later. I pick Connor up and head to a gas station. I need to get some gas. I really don't know where we're even going or who's driving. Might as well fill up. I don't even know if my mom will let me use her car to go out. I already asked her if I could stay the night with Wes, which she was fine with, but she didn't exactly say I could use the car.

I wish I knew how we were doing this. We don't have anything planned, and I'm starting to get nervous. I don't like not having a game plan set in motion.

I park at the pump, and we both get out, making our way to the entrance. When we step inside, Connor's eyes immediately fall on the candy aisle.

"Do you want some candy? My treat."

He looks up at me with surprise. "Really?"

"Wait, are you allowed candy?"

"Sometimes. My mom just doesn't want me to eat a lot at once."

"Then, go ahead and get you something." He picks out something with a big smile. "Let's get a drink, too."

I grab a Sprite, and Connor picks a juice from the cooler and shuts the door back. When I turn, my eyes fall on the wall displaying them. Condoms. Fuck. I need some for tonight. I flicker my eyes over to Connor. I can't get them right now. I don't even know what I'm looking for, so I'll need time to browse. I'll have to try to get them later. Maybe Mom won't work too late tonight, and I'll have time to come back.

"You ready?" I ask him before checking out. We pay for everything, and I quickly pump the gas. I place the nozzle back on the pump and climb in the car, pulling back onto the road.

After we get back to my house, I try to keep Connor occupied, but I honestly just can't wait until his mom picks him up. The sooner the better.

I hope everything goes well tonight. I hope I do well tonight. Amaya said 'no interruptions', so I plan on turning my phone on silent. But what if my mom tries calling? What if she tries to call Wes?! I should probably let him in on it, just in case.

I excuse myself to the bathroom and lock the door behind me to give Wes a quick call. He answers on the fourth ring. "What's up?"

"Hey, Wes. I got a favor to ask."

"What is it?"

"If she calls you, which I don't think she will, but if she does, I need you to tell my mom I'm staying with you tonight."

"Why? What's going on tonight?" His voice sounds smug, and I can picture the smirk forming on his lips.

"None of your business."

"Bullshit. If you want me to lie, spill."

"You can't just do this for me?" I groan.

"Are you staying with Amaya? Is that why you need me to lie?"

"Never mind. She probably won't even call you." I'm about to hang up when I hear him shouting 'wait'. "What?"

"Sorry. You know I got your back. I'd just like to know where you were really going to be. Just in case."