It Ends Where It All Started ©️

25.

I know it's gonna be her first time and that I have to be extra gentle and that's what I'm gonna do and what I want with her, not to have sex but to make love to her.

She's mine and she's gonna be all mine from today on and I have to play it out well, not to hurt her, not to do something I'm gonna regret and to make her first time special. Since I couldn't have mine first time special I have to give it to her, to make hers special.

~GRACE~

#smut#dirty

"I can't let you feel that way, these marks are making you perfect Grace and I need you to know that" he said

He leaned in to kiss me and I wrapped my arm around his neck while the other I put on his biceps. Not a second later he took my hand away from his biceps laying it beside my head and interweaving his fingers with mine as he kisses me gently.

He pecked my lips few times before he kissed my neck. I leaned my head lightly on the right letting him do whatever he wants with me.

I'm giving my all to him and I want him to do whatever he wants, all he's comfortable with and as long he will work it out because of his past, that's what I am the most scared at the moment.

I don't know if I'm ready to see him breaking again and that in this moment but even it happen, I'll be there to make it up however I will know.

He's kissing my neck as my hand was in his hair. He went down to my shoulder pulling my bra strap down my shoulder.

His hands flew under my back unclipping my bra and taking it away from me.

He kissed my chest, one hand still on my thigh. I felt my cheeks getting red as heat rush over my body and it became worse when he kissed my thigh, my stretch marks.

Words are not spoken and they're not necessary at the moment. Just the touches and eye contacts are enough.

He pulled down his tracksuit not taking eyes from mine.

This was all new to me and I didn't know how to act but I know he will lead me throughout it so I didn't worry.

"you can stop me" he said quietly and I definitely could tell that the excitement was taking him over

"I don't want to stop you" I whispered

He leaned in to kiss me once again as his hand travelled across my body. In one moment his hand found its place on my panties and I couldn't hold back my light first moan.

His hand rub against me through the material as I just leaned my head back into the pillow as he kisses my neck.

He pulled down my panties leaving me completely naked underneath him. He looked at me before he rub his fingers against me. I closed my eyes biting my lip as he was touching me.

"Grace, look at me" he said putting his other hand on my cheek

"you have to tell me if it's gonna hurt you" he said and I nodded

"okay" I barely said

He started slowly pushing his finger in me as I bit my lip harder aching my back and closing my eyes.

He kissed the inside of my thigh moving his finger in and out of me as light moans were leaving my mouth.

He pulled his finger out of me taking his boxers off and soon after he slowly pushed two inside me slowly stretching my insides as I couldn't help but moan and ache my back.

It hurt but not because of him but because it's my first time and I can't be more thankful for him to be the way he is to me.

My breath started to be heavier and heart beats faster. I grib onto his arm as he interwoven his fingers with mine.

He once again kissed my thigh before he got back closer to my face.

He leaned his forehead against mine looking me into eyes. I felt him against myself as he kissed my forehead.

"are you sure?" he asked and I couldn't believe how careful he is, half way through and he still asks me if I'm sure

"I'm sure" I lightly smiling at him as excitement rush through my body

He carefully pushed inside me giving me time to adjust as I grib onto his back. He didn't move, like he was waiting for my permission. I looked at him lightly nodding my head and he leaned his forehead against mine slowly moving in and out.

Just the way he treats me at the moment shows me how much it means to him, how much he cares and how much he actually loves me and I couldn't help but let those few tears.

He closed his eyes for a second and when he opened them tear fell down on my cheek and that's when we both broke.

I hugged him holding him close as he was gently and carefully moving in and out of me.