It Ends Where It All Started ©️

30.

~GRACE~

"it's okay Grace, I get you don't believe me, why even would you, I'm noone to you" he said and my heart broke

I don't want him to feel that way but I also can't tell him that I'm worrying he would find someone else, that I am scared to be in relationship this way when he is always travelling surrounded by bunch of girls.

I just walked after him sitting in the car as neither of us say anything.

"are you serious?" I asked looking at him but he didn't even tried to look at me

"okay, you're now mad, nice" I said looking away from him through the window

He stopped by my house and I just madly took my bag leaving his car and he drove away.

I burst into house slamming doors and I immediately heard dad protesting.

"what we said about slamming doors?" he asked and I just groaned

"I'm not in the mood" I said going upstairs to my room

I throw my bag on the floor throwing myself on the bed and not leaving it until next morning.

••••••

"Grace, match starts in 5 minutes" dad called for me from the living room

Since he started playing for Leicester I've been watching every matches and I couldn't miss this one either.

I walked downstairs sitting on couch not in my normal mood when football match is in case.

"what's wrong with you today?" dad asked sitting beside me

"I'm just not in a mood" I said not wanting to talk

Match started and he was playing from the first minute. He looked so frustrated and I think I never blamed myself more about anything.

He had couple of chances in first half an hour but he didn't score and it pissed him off even more.

I couldn't believe what was happening and I just looked away from the TV screen.

He fell on the ground groaning and doctors were immediately beside him.

I ran upstairs to my room bursting into tears. I leaned against doors sliding down on the floor.

He just got injuried because of me, because I pissed him off earlier.

"Grace.... what's wrong?" dad asked knocking on my doors

"it's my fault he got injuried" I said through tears

"It's noone's fault Grace, it happened by accident, you can't know it" he said

"but you can affect on it" I said

"did something happen between you two?" he asked

I stood up opening doors and he entered my room. He sat beside me on the bed as I was just looking at the floor.

"he realised something is bothering me and he asked what's wrong and I just said it's nothing which clearly pissed him off because he said that why would I even tell him while he is noone to me" I said

"what's really going on?" he asked and I took a deep breath

"I don't want to talk about it" I said because I really couldn't talk about it with him

I can talk about it only with Leo because it's bothering me because of his past, because of what he was doing the last two years but if I tell him he would say that I really don't believe him but I do, i really do but I can't against my guts.

"look, I need you to know that you can talk to me and I get that you're a girl and I'm a man but I'm your dad and I you to know that I'm here if you need to talk, whenever and whatever you need to. I know that you now have a boyfriend and I didn't want to believe it will happen one day because you will always be my girl but I know that some things have to stay between you two but really, if you need anything mum and I are always here" he said and I just hugged him tightly

"I love you dad" I said

"I love you too princess"

"he'll be okay" he said and I just sob wanting to believe it but I was scared of what can happen because of my stupid behaviour

•••••

At the end Leicester lose 3:0 but the only thing I was worrying about Leo, how serious his injury is and how angry with me he actually is.

I have to wait until tomorrow to find out how serious his injury is.

The whole night I wasn't sleeping. I sent him hundreds of messages but he didn't even open them nor that he answered.

GR🌹
I know you're mad, I didn't want you to leave that way and at the end you got injuried because of me. I hope it's nothing serious and that we can talk when you get back today.
Sent 4:38am

I put my phone on the night stand staring at ceiling but soon enough I jumped up when I heard my phone vibrating.

LC🦁
I don't think I'm up for talking at the moment

I felt tears coming on my eyes.

GR🌹
Please, Leo
Seen 4:52am

I burst into tears not believing we are really not going to talk but I won't let it happen, I'm gonna talk to him even he don't want to.