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62.

~LATE JUNE, 2041~
~GRACE~

"why is he doing this? He could have hurt that guy!" I sobbed on Phoebe's shoulder not believing what he just did

"it's okay G....it's okay" she whispered hugging me tightly

"I need to talk to him....no, not talk....yell at him, he's crazy!" I said pulling away from Phoebe

"no, it's his to come to you and apologize first" she said

"but he is crazy, he will do something bad!" I said

He can hurt himself and that's the least I want and need in my life.

"Grace stop" Phoebe said holding me on the place

"Phoebe, you don't understand, noone of you do, he can't be alone, not now, let me go, please" I shout trying to get away from her and Paige but they didn't give up until I heard something breaking in the room across the hallway

"let me go" I shout pushing between them and running away

I hit the doors before even trying to open them and when I pushed doors they wide open.

Thank god he didn't lock himself.

I ran towards him with tears running down my cheeks and falling on my knees in front of him hugging him but he pushed me away.

"get out" he said

"Leo-"

"just get out Grace" he said calmly and it didn't seem well

"don't do this.....don't do something bad" I said as he was pushing me out of his room locking doors as I just hit them over and over again crying

"open.... please....." I sobbed slowly sanking down the doors with my back against them

"I'm so sorry.....I wish I can make this up but I don't know how....I get that you're mad but don't do stupid things Leo.... I'm scared" I said

"this shouldn't have happened.....I shouldn't have react that way but he was touching you and you're mine!..... don't be scared, please, I'm not gonna do anything, I just need to be alone" he said quietly couple of moments later that felt like ages and made me cry even more

"don't cry please, you know I hate when you do that and the most when I know that I'm the reason" he said

"I'm not enough, I know. I can't give you what you deserve, I know. I can't treat you like you deserve, I know. I can't make you feel loved, I got that. But I'm trying Grace, I'm giving my best to treat you well, to give the world, to show you how much I love you, but it's just not going well because I always fuck it up. I'm scared of losing you that's why I'm overreacting and doing something that I regret but that's me and you know the reason for all of that.....but I still have a feeling that you don't understand me" he said and I felt bad, really bad

He is opening up, again, and I don't know how to appreciate it, what to do with that.

"Leo-"

"don't cry Grace, please" he said

"can you let me in?" I asked and I heard footsteps and soon doors got unlocked

I stood up as he opened the doors and I just hugged him.

He took a deep breath hugging me back and pushing me against the doors.

"I'm sorry for everything Grace, if just your dad know for all of this I would die 10 times until now" he said and I chuckled

"don't ever let go that way again" I said and he leaned his forehead against mine

"I was with guys, I promise Grace, I hope you know that I'm not even getting close to what I used to do" he said and I nodded

"it's only you Grace, I need you to finally get that inside that beautiful head" he said

"and I want to spend every free second with you, I don't want friends, just you Grace" he said and he was so close I wanted to feel his lips but I can't give up that easily again

"that's not how it's works" I said

"I know, but I really want to give you my every free second, be with you and just don't care about anything else, it hurts being in this situation, it's been the hardest two weeks of my life Grace" he said

"I need you to know that I won't walk you over that when you said I'm not interested in you, because I so am Grace, I never like anyone nor love anyone but I'm so freaking in love with you and I just don't get how noone can't see that, I'm probably not showing it on the right way but I'm giving my best" he said looking straight into my eyes

"I want to kiss you so bad now but I can't let you think that I'm with you just because of that, again" he said

"I want you to kiss me" I said quietly

"I want more than just a kiss" I added

"and then I'm thinking just about that" he said smirking at me and I just smiled

"I can only be mad at you when we are apart, it's so hard to stay mad when you're this close" he said

"but I should probably go and apologize to that guy" he said and I raised my eyebrow

"what?" he asked

"nothing" I said letting him go