It Ends Where It All Started ©️

90.

~FEBRUARY, 2042~

~GRACE~

I entered my bedroom and leaned against the doors taking a deep breath. Today was a lot to take in and no matter on all the good times, that situation is still taking the most of my head at the moment.

Someone pushed doors and I stepped forward but I leaned back against the doors not letting him in.

"let me Grace" he said pushing doors once again

"step away from the doors, I don't want to hurt you" he said but I didn't give up

"you really like to get on my nerves today?" he asked and I stepped away walking towards the window on the other side of the bedroom

He got closer to me as I was staring at me, just waiting a moment when he will try to throw me on the bed and I'm gonna push him away what will cause an argument.

He put his hand on my cheek, stroking it as I tried so hard not to melt and give up to him once again. But in the other hand I was trying so hard not to burst at him because of the situation earlier.

"I just wanted to say good night and that I am leaving since you didn't even look at me when you left" he said quietly, stroking my cheek

"I got that you're mad because of earlier but you have to know that they will get through it too, if they learn earlier it's better for them" he said and I frowned at him before I rolled my eyes and he exhaled loudly

"why you still don't understand me?" he asked cupping my face

"okay, I get that you want your privacy and intimacy for yourself and that you don't feel comfortable showing it off in front your brother but Grace, he is 16, he saw people kissing and you should be there for him and show him that the only matter thing is to be comfortable with someone you love" he said staring at me

"I know, I'm not the one for saying that because I'm too comfortable about it and on the other hand overprotective when Millie is in case but I just had a need to tell you that" he said

"I know what is inside your head now but I'm not gonna do it, I'm not going to punish you for rolling your eyes at me" he said and took a step back from me

"I'm gonna go, sleep well" he said kissing my forehead and soon after he closed my bedroom doors I threw myself on the bed burying my face in the duvet screaming against it

NEXT DAY

The next morning I woke up at 10. I rolled over my bed to the edge and I went to the bathroom.

I can go out with Noah today, of course, if he is free today. Next days are going to be so busy so I really have to take today as an option.

I have to do a lot to get back to normal with school. I have to continue with Spanish lessons and if I will have enough time I really have to start to go to gym to take it all out of myself. Yes, I do have a gym at house but it doesn't make me feel good.

After I got ready for the day I went downstairs for breakfast and I sent Noah message if he is free and have a time to hang out.

I don't know what is happening with Leo but I guess is because of my reaction yesterday so that's why I didn't receive a good morning text today as every other day. Quickly I sent him a message too apologizing for my behaviour yesterday.

"morning" Kyle said sitting beside me and he started eating the breakfast mum made us

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"so what you wanted to tell me" I asked Noah as we met at Starbucks in the evening

"so....I was so close to tell Phoebe but then she got a text from some other guy and said that she has to go" he said and I looked at him confused

"other guy? What? I don't know about anyone, she didn't tell me anything" I said

"I promised myself I won't get in between you two but after yesterday I have to do something, but I need you to not tell her that I told you" I said

"okay" he said

"she likes you and I don't know who that guy was but she was probably hinting on you to do something if you feel anything for her before she move on and find someone new" I said

"We had girls' talk and she told me that she want someone who will show her interest, who will fight for her, who won't give up on her and that's why I am telling you this. I see that you really like her and I trust you, I know you won't break her heart and I need you to make a move as soon as possible. If you don't show her enough interest she won't wait, she will move on" I said