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54.

"are you-I'm sorry I'm sorry" I pulled away from Leo looking at the doors and seeing Millie standing there covering her eyes

Leo just laughed at her and I gave him the death gaze.

"what's up Millie?" I asked walking towards her

"are you done?" she asked looking through her fingers

"the cake is coming up" she said and I smiled at her

"we'll be there in a second" I said and she ran back inside

"let's go" I said to Leo giving my hand to him

He took me by hand and pulled me closer to him.

"I'm sorry for what happened" he said and I cup his face

"if you didn't kiss her back, you don't have nothing to be sorry for" I said and he nodded lightly

"I love you" I said

"I love you more" he said pecking my lips before we decided to get back inside

We stood on Kyle's right as everyone were taking pictures and I saw mum with my polaroid camera and I smiled even more.

We don't use Polaroid that often just when something really special is happening and Kyle's 15th birthday was definitely a part of that.

Lukas, Liam, Millie and Leo stepped away leaving Kyle and me alone. I crouch beside him as he kissed my cheek on a second because Leo was already protesting.

"hey there, she's my girlfriend!" he said and everyone laughed

"and my sister, she loved me before you" Kyle said proudly

I just replayed moments from when I was younger with Leo that was foggy but even I was about two years old I still remember that one probably not taken by heart kiss that Leo gave me when we were on one of the matches with our mums watching our dads playing.

"don't tell me you loved him before me" Kyle whispered to me as I looked at Leo for a second

"I think even when I was so small that there was always something" I said quietly looking at Leo who just smiled at me not taking his eyes from me

"but I'm your brother" he said

"which means dad will always be my number one, you will always be my number two and then everyone else comes, of men of course" I said looking at Kyle

"ha, she just said I'm her number two and dad is number one of men" he shout proudly at Leo and I just hit my forehead

He is like a baby and not a teenager who is actually acting like a 20 years old guy and not 15 years old but now is totally different.

I took my piece of cake and went to the my armchair sitting beside Leo.

"you don't seem to think that way when we are alone" he whispered to me and I almost choked

"Leo" I said quietly

"tell me I'm wrong" he said and I immediately felt the way I shouldn't at the moment

He looked towards everyone else as his hand was resting highly on my thigh and I tried my best to stay calm down and not get excited.

"WHO'S FOR REAL FOOTBALL IN THE BACKYARD?" Kyle shouted and everyone went outside

"let's play first parents-kids to see how much strength they still have" Kyle joked and everyone agreed

Kyle, Leo, Liam and Lukas played against dad, James, Mason and Kai as our mums and Millie sat on the couch looking at them.

I sat on little chair looking at them for few minutes and then I went to my room to clear my mind.

He well know what affect he has on me and he is still doing this to me while our parents and siblings are around.

I leaned against my doors closing my eyes and taking deep breaths.

He is not fair, he is not playing fair.

I heard knocks on my doors and I tried to calm down my breaths and heart beats.

"who is?" I asked

"open" he said

I just wished he can burst in, throw me on that bed and do what we both clearly want and need in the moment but he seem to get along with it easier.

"why?" I asked holding doors closed even I didn't lock them

"Grace" he warned me and I stepped away from doors and he immediately opened it

"what are you doing?" he asked locking my doors

"what are you doing?" I barely asked thinking about locked doors

He took off his t-shirt throwing it away and stepping closer to me as I stepped back because I was scared of getting caught by someone.

It felt like a second from him taking his t-shirt off and me laying on the bed underneath him heavily breathing.

"what's happening with you?" he asked staring at me

I wanted to put my arms around his neck pulling him into kiss but he pinned my hands above my head.

His other hand ran under my dress and then I exactly remembered that I'm wearing a dress.

"Leo" I breath out as his touch against my bare skin sent shivers through my whole body

"what Grace?" he asked teasing me, messing with me knowing very well how that affects on me

"I need you" I said quietly

"we are not alone" he said and I nodded

"I'll be quiet, I promise" I said and next I know is us in the world with only the two of us, without anyone or anything around us