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Chapter 6- Feelings

Chapter 6- Feelings

If there was a word to describe this moment, I was sure it would not be enough. Chief Song’s eyes were focused on me, it was like I was the only thing that mattered, and I watched him gaze my entire naked body from top to bottom. A better man would have apologized and shut the door but Chief was not a better man. I swallowed hard at him, his tanned chest begged for me to run my tongue through it, his abs; does the Chief like to work out? Or were they a testament to hard work, there was a long scar that ran from his rib to the V that disappeared into his towel. I was reminded again about how naked I was, “I don’t know if you have noticed but I am naked. Please close the door.” My voice came out a lot raspier than I had intended exposing desire.

Chief said nothing but intensely stared at me, I wasn’t entirely innocent either, I looked lower at a certain member of his that had grown to an impressive size and the towel did nothing but help him lose all sense of modesty. I was the one naked yet Chief appeared to be the one laid bare to my senses. “You…” His voice came out deeper than usual, he cussed out loud and shut the door behind him. I released my breath, my legs shook by themselves, I slowly tried to get myself together and stop wondering where low long the scar was and why I want to run my… Enough! I scolded myself. I was flattered that I was able to make Chief speechless but I had no delusions regarding my reaction to him.

I did not know if Martha could sense what had happened but she kept quiet after she had asked the last question, what was it again? I covered myself tightly in towel and left the bathroom to my room, just before I opened my door, I swore I heard a grunt from Chief’s room but I had to be hearing things, I entered my room and did my best to ignore my stomach clenches and painful pointedness of my nipples. One thing was certain, Chief was dangerous to me and my retirement plan. I could lie to the world but I could not lie to myself, I had never felt this varying degree of attraction for any man before, I would not risk falling in love with a man like Chief. So what if he was a genius that would only be of value if it resulted in money and considering his choice to be on water, I doubt Chief was the kind of man who would settle for a domestic life. He had way too much wildness in him, I held my hand to my chest to calm my beating heart, I will not end up like my parents. Feelings of love and attraction were fickle, emotions are fickle.

“Breathe Fedor, Breathe. Money is the only constant.” I muttered to myself.

Chief Song POV

Green eyes, pointed nipples, wet, naked, wet and naked images ran through my head as I came and growled louder than intended the second time. I did not consider myself a man who was led by his impulses and I was not about to become one now, even though I had masturbated twice in fifteen minutes to a woman I barely know. I used to pride myself in my ability to be rational and disciplined but not today, from the moment the little fiend had sassed me for calling her a burden, she had filled my mind and was almost becoming an obsession. I never did anything half-way, I tend to be obsessive over my interests or not be interested at all and Fedor was quickly becoming the former, her name itself was sin, and it was almost like she was created for one purpose only. I wasn’t sure she knew the effect she had on men, it was most likely that she did not care, and I was trying to douse the flame she had lit, I did not believe in love at first sight, but whatever had started in my heart the moment I looked in those eyes was more than lust and I had no intention of exploring.

A woman would only be a distraction, I had a plan and I intended on following through with and without the green fiend. I wore my shirt and tried hard not to think about what she would look like when pleasured and by the seas, I wanted to be the one to provide such services. I needed to do something to get her off my mind, She looked haunted enough without my intensity. I went to the kitchen to fix myself dinner, I decided to go simple and started on the noodles and my hands tightened on the packet when a soft voice said, “Could you add one more packet to that or do I just make it? How does this work?”