Restoring The Blue Eyed Wolf.

Chapter 37.

Amber's POV.

I'm bone tired the next morning, I stayed up all night keeping and eye on Connor. It was worth it to get to take care of him.

It seems like he's been drifting away from me and I know it's because he needs to do things on his own. Doesn't mean it doesn't hurt any less. I miss him even when he's right next to me.

I never thought it was possible to love someone the way I love him. He means the world to me and I would do anything for him, even if that means taking a step back and letting him decide for himself.

I left him in the bed with little Walnut as I get up and head downstairs for coffee. I don't bother to change out of my outfit. I'm currently wearing the same one from yesterday.

When I make it to the kitchen I see my father and Alpha Conan are sitting down drinking coffee and chatting. Thy look at me as I walk in. " Good morning Amber. You look tired. Did you get any sleep at all?" Asks my father.

I shake my head. " No. I was filling out some paperwork when I felt Connor's migraine through the bond. He had a memory surface last night and I spent the night taking care of him. " I say.

My father gets up. " Here, sit down. I'll get you some coffee. " he said.

I smile sleepily at him and sit down. " You should get some rest today. " says Alpha Conan.

" I would, but I promised them I'd spend the day with them. " I say.

" We can always stop by again on the way back from seeing John? If you need the rest then by all means rest. " says my father setting a coffee cup in front of me.

The lovely scent of caffeinated coffee fills my senses and I hum in approval. " Thank you dad, but I don't go back on my word. I want to spend today with you. "

He smiles warmly at me. " As long as you're sure. Anytime you need rest let me know. " he said.

" Yes sir. " I said back. He chuckled.

" What memory did he get?" Asks Alpha Conan.

" I'm not to sure. I only got a small flash of it. All I know is it was sometime after we met each other. " I say.

" Makes sense. " said my father.

I nod in response. Even since Connor got his memory wiped he's been trying his hardest to remember. I wonder what happened that was different to let him recover that memory?

I voice my thoughts to them to see what they think. " Maybe it's because he's more relaxed?" Said my father.

" I personally think it's because of that little kitten." Said Alpha Conan.

" Walnut?" I ask.

" Yes, Walnut. Think about it. He tried so hard to remember and nothing happened. Then, once he gets this kitten and starts taking care of her, his body and mind is relaxing and he's focused on something other than his memories. He was so happy last night that Walnut opened her eyes. Maybe because of his joy and relaxation his mind calmed and healed without him trying to force it to." Said Alpha Conan.

My eyes fill with sadness. I wish I could make Connor feel that relaxed. I close my eyes and shake my head. No time to feel sorry for myself. I should be thankful that he's recovering.

I open my eyes and look at Alpha Conan. " I believe you're right about this. I am sad that it takes something else to make him relaxed, but I'm happy for him. Anything he needs he can have. "

They smile at me. " You Amber, are one of the strongest women I know. " says Pamela as she walks into the room. She must have heard our conversation.

I smile at her. " Thank you. " I said. I know I'm not that strong, I just do what I feel needs to be done.