Restoring The Blue Eyed Wolf.

Chapter 111.

John's POV.

Decided between the two therapist is going to be harder than I originally thought. They were both so good and very professional. They are both very good at their jobs.

Now all that's left is for me to decide who to pick. It's morning now and I'm sitting outside after breakfast using my physical therapy tool for my hand and wrist.

I then come up with a good idea, maybe talking to Amber about this would help me decide. She's the kind of person who can tell if you're good immediately by following her inner wolf instincts. She's always been better at that then me.

' Amber, are you free to talk for a moment?' I ask over mind link.

Instantly I feel her there. She seems a little surprised that I contacted her. She's happy about it though.

' Good morning John. It's so good to hear from you. Yeah, I've got a little time to kill. What's up?' She asked.

' So I've just recently interviewed two therapists to help me with my anxiety issues and I can't seem to decide which one is better suited for me. I was hoping to get your opinion on them. ' I said.

' I'm proud of you for seeking help. That's always a hard part. Before you show me anything, I would like to know what you're looking for in your therapist so I know just how to help you. ' said Amber.

' I want someone who knows what they're doing and is not afraid to be stern at times when anxiety gets the better of me. I want them to have different ways to help me through an attack and someone who's not afraid to just joke around. Someone who's careful about my wound too. ' I said.

' As good as all that sounds. John, you realize these people are only people. They can't cater to your every need like a mother would. They can only do what they're trained to do and I'm not saying that means they aren't right for you. I'm just saying that they have different methods to help you. You both just have to work together to find what works best for the both of you. Does this make sense?' She asked.

I lower my head a little in slight embarrassment. ' Am I expecting too much from these people?' I ask.

' Sometimes I think you do but no, you're thinking too much with the Bète side of you. Allow the natural you to come forwards and help you decide. Also, if you're helping yourself, you are also trying to help your wolf. Which means you need to have a conversation with your wolf and learn to follow your instincts more. ' said Amber.

Talk to my wolf? Why didn't I think of that. ' What you've said makes sense. I guess I am too much like dad in that aspect. ' I said with a slight laugh.

She smiles. ' That's not always a bad thing. You're still learning John. We're both very young and are still maturing. Don't think too much into it. ' she said.

'Could I show you my interviews with them?' I asked.

' Of course. ' said Amber. I shared with her both of the interviews and then the joint one.

She stayed silent throughout the entire thing. ' Ok, so you asked very good questions. I like their responses. Penelope took her time answering but she seemed a little stressed. Like she wasn't sure if you'd like her answer. Jasmine' being a werewolf like us, was more than likely talking to her wolf and ended up coming to the same conclusion as Penelope. Just more thought out. Jasmine was very calm and collected and her way of getting to know you was good and very unique. I like that. As for Penelope, she is confident in what she does and seems like she has a lot of energy which can make your mind run. Which is why she started writing notes before asking if she could. She was probably very excited to be there. Before I give you my pick, what do you think about the two of them?' Amber asks.

' I think they are both very professional and have lots of experience in their field. I liked talking to Penelope. She was very kind and expressed great concern over things. Jasmine and her way of getting to know me was unique and I enjoyed the game. I thought both of them were very good. ' I said.

' Therein lies the trouble you have with choosing one of them. ' said Amber.

I chuckled. ' My choice out of the two of them would have to be Jasmine. Not because she's a werewolf like us, but because of her game she did. That shows you only part of the things she can do. She also knows more about our biology and may have different suggestions on ways to relax than Penelope may have. ' said Amber.

' I can see that. Thank you Amber. This talk has been very helpful. ' I said.

' Don't forget to talk to your wolf first before you decide. This involves them just as much as it does you. ' said Amber.

' You're right yet again sister of mine. ' I said.

I could sense her joy which meant she was laughing. ' Anytime brother of mine. ' she said.

This time I laughed. ' I heard about what you're dealing with over there. How are you holding up?' I asked.

' I'm holding up as well as I can. Rebecca has been a blessing in disguise. I never know how much a child could change your life until she came into mine. ' said Amber.

' Do you plan to adopt her?' I asked.

' I'm not sure. I'm still thinking through my feelings on the matter. I'd like to see if we can get her mother back. If she decides she wants her daughter and Rebecca decides she wants her bio mom then that's how it will be. ' said Amber.

' What if she wants you though?' I ask.

' Then we will take this journey one step at a time. ' said Amber.

' Let me know if you need anything. I would love to send a gift to my new niece. ' I said.

She is grinning now. ' I'll keep that in mind. Thank you John. ' said Amber.

' Any time. Love you Amber. ' I said.

' Love you too John. Take care. ' we then ended the mind link.

I miss being able to talk and see Amber everyday. She's always been a big part of my life and ever since she left for her pack it's like a part of my everyday life was missing. I need to go visit her soon.

For now I'll talk to my wolf and make up my mind on who I want as my therapist.

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A/N. Hey guys. Hope you enjoyed. Let me know who's POV you want ti see next. Until then bye :-)