Chapter 64.

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Amber's POV.

Once we were back inside the safety of the pack house I couldn't hold back and I practically burst into tears. My father didn't seem surprised by this and merely pulled me into his arms.

I started to mutter apologies to him for being so mean and telling him to be quiet during the interrogation. He ran a hand gently through my hair to soothe me. " Shh, it's ok Amber. You did what you had to do. I would have done the same. I know it was a hard thing to do but you did it perfectly. You did good. I'm proud of you. " said my father.

" If I did good than why do I feel so bad about it?" I ask through a small sob.

" That's just part of your job. Sometimes you have to make the hard choices and it tears you up inside but at the end of the day, it's what you had to do. Don't second guess yourself with anything. " said my father.

" I just feel so bad for treating Alpha Conan that way. He doesn't deserve to be in a prison cell. " I cried.

" No he doesn't but he is considering this punishment for his crime he did against his friend many years ago. He's improving and understanding what he did was wrong. Thankfully he won't be in there long but it will be punishment enough to him. He agreed to it after all. " said my father.

Through another cry I ask him this. " What am I supposed to tel Connor?"

" It's best if you just tel him the truth. Lying or keeping things from him won't do any of us any good. He needs you to be strong and sure about any choice you make. He is learning from you and this is one of the best times to show leadership to him. " said my father.

" I feel so bad though. " I said as I slowly started to calm down.

" Some choices will make you feel that way for a while afterwards. It's part of being a leader. You will always feel bad when you have to make these types of decisions. I've had to make some choices like this as well. The one thing you should never do though is to doubt yourself. Remember that this is for the safety of your pack. You have to do whatever feels right for your people at the end of the day. " said my father.

I nodded and just sat there in his arms trying my hardest to calm down. That's when the door opened to the room my father had pulled us into and my mother stood there. She saw what was going on and without even asking she walked forward and hugged me as well.

The two of them must have shared everything that happened through their mind link because she began to reassure me of all the good I've done for my pack through the difficult choices I have made.

" What if Connor gets angry at me for arresting his father?" I ask.

" Then that's just what will happen. I don't think he would be angry at you. He may not understand it for a while but once he gets the full story he will understand. He's a smart kid and he trusts you. " said my mother.

" He's already been through so much and I feel like I'm taking away someone who's part of his healing process for a plan of my own. " I said.

" It's always hard when you have to put the safety of the pack over your own loved one but at the end of the day this plan is to keep. It only the entire pack safe but him as well. He will understand. " said my father.

" Are you meeting with Pamela today for a therapy appointment?" Asked my mother.

My eyes widen a little. I had almost forgot about that. I nod my head. " I believe so. Yes. " I said.

" Then talk about this with her as well. Explain everything you're feeling and done hold back. Be truthful and emotional. " said my mother.

" I will. Thank you both for your help. " I said.

I lifted my head from where I buried it against my fathers shoulder. I look at him and smile. " I'm proud of you sweetheart. " he said.

" Thank you. " I said.

" I will  always be available to help you. No matter if I'm far away or two feet in front of you. " said my father.

" Same goes for me. " said my mother.

My thoughts then shift to Rebecca. She must be worried. I forgot to respond to her last moms link. ' I'm on my way sweetheart. ' I said over mind link. I could feel the joy from her when she heard my words.

" We best get to Rebecca. She's waiting on me. " I said.

They grin and release me. My mother takes my hand and together the three of us leave the room and make our way back through the hallway, to the steps and up them to the top floor when Rebecca and the others were waiting for us.

As soon as I walk in Rebecca practically attacks me in a hug. I laugh and hug her back. Connor can tell that I've been crying so he looks at me concerned.

' I'll tell you more when Rebecca's not around. ' I said over our private mind link.

He nods and walks forward. " Rebecca and I decided to bake some cookies while you were gone. She's taken a liking to all the prep work. " said Connor.

" Really? That's my second favorite part of making cookies. " I said.

Rebecca looks confused. ' Then what's your favorite part of making cookies?' She asked.

I place my hand next to my mouth like I'm going to tell her a secret. " Why eating them of course. " I said.

She giggles and it has to be the cutest sound I've ever heard. Her eyes wrinkle up as she laughs and her grin is just so cute.

I grin as I watch her be a happy kid. ' I like that part too. " said Rebecca over our mind link.

" Well it is the best part. " I said.

We walk over to sit down and Pamela looks at me. " We are still settled to have our meeting at three, correct?" She said. I nod and turn back to showering Rebecca with attention.

She's a good outlet for me to get my mind off of things. I really am starting to adore her. The oven then beeps and Rebecca lets out a little squeal of joy.

" The cookies are done. " said Connor as he goes to get them out of the oven. I grin and watch. No matter how these cookies were made, they will be the best ones because they were made by Connor and Rebecca. I can't wait to try them.

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A/N. Hey guys. Hope you enjoyed. The next chapter will be in Bète Rick's POV. Until then. Bye :-)

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