Restoring The Blue Eyed Wolf.

Chapter 46.

Connor's POV.

Amber's voice sounded so smooth and amazing. It was as if she was made to sing that song. I could feel her emotions as she sang to me. It brought back feelings I feel like I've never felt before even though I have.

It brought back the way I feel about her through our mate bond. She even sent me a memory of me smiling at her. It was one that made her happy.

I never realized how something so simple as a smile could make someone's day. It's honestly amazing. That song meant a lot to me.

As she sits back with us at the table, Tasha leans over to her. " That song was so perfect Amber. You did amazing. "

" She's right. " I say. Amber looks over at me and smiles brightly. " I really enjoyed heading you sing. "

The others added in their thoughts. Amber was grinning now. " Thanks everyone. " she said.

A server then shows up to take our orders. I look at Amber. " I have no idea what to get. Can you order for me?" I ask.

" Sure can. " she said. She turns to the waitress when it's her turn to order. after she placed our orders the waitress moves on to the next person.

" What kind of drink what that you ordered?" I ask.

"It's called a white chocolate mocha. It's basically coffee with white chocolate and milk in it. You'll love it. " she said.

" That does sound good. Thank you. " I reply.

She nods at me and gives me an encouraging smile. I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, like what the future may hold for Amber and I. I love her. I know that. I just don't think I know how much. These blocked memories get on my nerves a lot. I want to remember more about my relationship with Amber.

I want to know more about how we met and more about what went on during that time to the time I got my memory wiped. I care about Amber more then I have anyone else. Fenris took this all away from me.

It's like he took my life. Not anymore. I refuse to let that monster control my life anymore. He's knocked me down from where I was at but guess what Fenris. I'm still here and I'm standing strong. Your plan failed.

Amber's hand suddenly touched mine and I look at her. " Are you ok? " she asks.

I smile at her. " Yes actually. I'm feeling great tonight. " I reply.

She brightens and all I see is love in her eyes as she looks at me. " Have you thought of what song you're going to sing or if you want to sing?" She asked me.

" I want to sing but I haven't decided on a song yet. " I say.

" Ok, that's good. You don't need to rush the song choice. Think about all the songs you know and listen to your heart. It'll tell you exactly the right one to sing. " she said.

" That's good advice. " I said.

She laughs. " I try. "

I let out a small giggle. Sasha chimes in a few moments later. " I want to sing a song mama. " she cries.

" Soon baby. I'll sing one with you. " says Pamela.

Sasha grinned so wide it looked like it hurt. She was so excited for tonight. They must have done something like this before.

After a bit the waitress comes by and drops off the drinks we ordered. " I got the coffee hot so we will have to let it cook for a bit before we drink. " said Amber.

I nod in reply. It looks and smells good. Pamela sits forward and looks at the two of us. " You know, another was to heal is through music. "

We look at her confused. " Music can be for all types of things. There's song out there for people in all different types of situations. Singing a song to the person that hurt you or to someone you love or even to yourself can be really therapeutic. " Pamela says.

" That's very interesting. " says Amber.

" It is. " I admit.

" It's like how ambers song was about you. She sang a song to you and basically said she knows the real you and that the real you is beautiful to her. You just being yourself. " says Pamela.

That does make sense. " I felt like it was the right choice of song to sing. I love everything about Connor and I just wanted him to know that he never has to try to be someone I like. He just has to be himself. " says Amber.

She's so sweet. How'd I get so lucky? " Thank you. " I say to Pamela.

She smiles at me over the rim of her coffee cup and she goes to take a sip. I grin. Amber goes back to talking with Tasha and the others while I sit and ponder over what Pamela said.

She's told me before that I'm still allowing Fenris to have a hold of me even though he's dead. If he were here I honestly don't know what I'd do. I'd probably want to stick it in his face that I'm doing good and I'm still standing after everything he put me through.

He's gone though and he will never get me again. He will never hurt those I care about again. That's a blessing I will continuously thank God for everyday.

I brought Amber's iPod with me here. I unraveled the headphone cord and put one of them in my ears. Time to go song searching. I have a feeling I'll find the right one. All in good time.

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A/N. Hey guys. Hope you enjoyed this chapter. I've been on a writing spree lol. I hope to be getting a lot more chapters posted soon. Remember I am not a therapist and I do not own any of the song these characters will sing. So don't take my word on it lol. Until next time guys. Bye :-)