Restoring The Blue Eyed Wolf.

Chapter 108.

Amber's POV.

Somehow I managed to get some time for myself and I decided to use this time to go to the packs hot tub and enjoy myself.

As I sit there in the warm bubbling water I begin to go through everything that's happened the passed week. So much has happened in so little time.

We were just on the verge of healing and then these werewolf hunters appear and want us destroyed. It's ridiculous. These people need actual hobbies, because this clearly isn't working for them.

I get so lost in my mind that I don't notice someone joining me in the hot tub until I head the splash of water. My eyes shot open and I lay eyes on my best friend. I instantly relax and smile at her.

" Sorry if I startled you. I've been trying to find you and was told you were here, so I thought I'd join you. Hope that's ok?" She asked.

" It's perfectly fine. You can join me anytime. I was just going through everything in my mind. " I said.

" I get it. All that's going on is very stressful. You can always talk to me if you need to. I'm not going anywhere. " she said.

It's like I needed to hear those words because the second they left her mouth I instantly relaxed in relief. I never thought she would leave me but still, hearing her say she wouldn't is like music to my ears.

" I really needed to hear that Tasha. Thank you. " I said.

She grinned, but I could tel with how strained her smile was that she had something she needed to get off her chest. " Tel me what you need to Tasha. Nothing you say will make me run away. I'm here to stay. " I said.

That helps her to speak. " I think I'm jealous of your daughter. " she blurted out suddenly.

My eyes widened in shock and my mouth opened but I quickly closed it. My daughter? I don't have a daughter yet? Wait, does she mean Rebecca? I guess she is becoming like a daughter to me.

" Ok first off. She isn't my daughter. She's just a girl I've grown very close too. I guess I'm beginning to see her as a daughter but that's no reason for you to feel jealous over. " I said.

Tasha looked down. " I know. I know it's ridiculous of me to feel this way but I can't help it. You've barely talked to me the past few days and when you did it was because you needed something. I guess I'm feeling lonely and I know you've got so much work to do now and I just want to be a part of your life. I depend on you a lot and I...." She started but I held up my hand and she stopped.

" You're rambling. I get how you're feeling. I really do. I've been so busy lately I haven't even had time for my own therapy sessions. I've had to cancel them the past three nights because of everything that's going on." I said.

She looked down again and I can see tears begin to roll down her face. " Tasha, scoot closer to me please?" I ask.

She slowly does as I asked and the second she's in arms reach I just about tackle her in a hug. She yells at how sudden it is. Her eyes wide. I had her look at me and I could see she felt bad.

" Do not ever feel bad for the way you feel. Don't bottle up your emotions either. You have every right to feel the way you do and to express them when you need to, it healthy ways of course. I guess I've been neglecting our friendship a bit and I honestly am not meaning too, but being a Luna is rest hard. I'm not making excuses for myself. I'm just stating facts. You are strong Tasha. Don't ever be afraid to come to me and ask for us to spend time together. I will do what I can and make time. Even if it's just for an hour. It's still better then nothing. I am sorry for the way I've made you feel. Can you forgive me for my negligence?" I asked her.

She now looked utterly shock. Before a small look of angry took control. She broke free and the next thing I knew she had smacked me upside the head. I yelped even though it didn't even hurt.

" What was that for?" I asked.

" Don't apologize to me for something you can help. There's nothing to forgive because you haven't done anything either. We have just been lacking in communication and that's something we both need to work on, but don't you dare go putting all the blame on yourself to try and appease me. I'm not just another pack member. You know me better then that. " said Tasha.

" So that gave you reason to hit me?" I snapped playfully.

She opened her mouth to reply but shut it quickly and tried to stifle a giggle. " Ok maybe hitting you wasn't the best choice but oh well, no going back now. " she then stuck her tongue out at me.

I gasped in. " Oh you jerk. I'll get you for this. " I then did something I haven't done with her for years.

I tackled her into the water and dunked her under. She screamed in shock and then a huge grin took over her face and we ended up in a splashing fight. Both of us laughing our heads off the entire time, giggling non stop.

Finally we settled down and laid next to each other just relaxing in the bubbling warm water. " I've missed you Amber. " she said.

" I've missed you too. Let's be more honest and open with each other from now on. Deal?" I said holding out my pinkie finger.

She snicked and hooked her pinkie with mine. " Deal." She said.

After a bit she spoke up. " Rebecca is really lucky to have found the two of you. Don't waste too much time and adopt her soon. She's going to need you. " said Tasha.

" I'll have to talk to Connor about it but thank you. " I said.

She laid her head on my shoulder and we sat there for a little while longer. Just enjoying being with each other until the time comes for us to get out. I really did need this. Just Tasha and I, best friends forever.

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A/N. Hey guys. Hope you enjoyed. The next chapter will be in Alpha Conan's POV until then bye :-)