Restoring The Blue Eyed Wolf.

Chapter 106.

Tasha's POV.

Amber's been so busy lately and it feels like this pack is slowly succumbing to chaos. Clayton and I have been witness to this whole human and werewolf debacle and it's really starting to stress me out.

When Amber decided to go outside by herself to set those radios down, I about have a heart attack. She used to talk to me about everything but it seems like we're drifting away.

It breaks my heart that she can't seem to come to me with all the things that are bugging her. I may be overthinking things and everything may be fine, but it still hurts.

Then there's the issue with the little girl Rebecca. It seems to me like Amber and Connor have practically adopted her and all their focus is on keeping her well and happy.  I don't mind them focusing on her, she's been through a tough time, but I miss hanging out with my best friend.

I finally couldn't stand being in the main room any longer so I grabbed Clayton's hand and took him away. We left to our room and I sat on the bed and put my head in my hands.

" What's wrong? You have seemed pretty out of it the past few days. " said Clayton.

I expressed to him all of my feelings and thoughts. When I was finished I looked at him expectantly. " Sounds to me like you're jealous of Rebecca. " he said.

My eyes widen a little. " Me? Jealous of a little girl? As if." I said.

I turn away from him, disappointed by his answer. He comes up and sits behind me. He wraps his legs around me to where my back is pressed to his chest and I'm practically in his lap. I lean my head back and rest it on his shoulder.

He takes one of my arms and starts to gently tickle it in a calming manner. " Ok, let's lay out the situation here. You've been by Amber's side since before you guys could walk. You've done everything together. You learned to walk together, went to school together, ate together, laughed together and even found your mates together. The only other friend you had was Kurt but he had nothing over you. You and Amber have always been close and you've never had to worry about anyone coming in between you until Connor showed up. Then you found me and things got a bit better. Only now Amber is a Luna and she's got a pack to run. She's been taking care of Connor and every pack member but she still made time for you until finally Rebecca came along. Things change and people change when a child is involved. It happens everywhere to everyone. Amber more than likely doesn't even realize she's been neglecting her relationship with you because all her focus is on those humans and that sweet little girl. You probably feel dejected and alone, which are completely normal feelings to have. Then you feel like you need someone to blame and the only one you can blame is Rebecca. That's why I think you're jealous of her. She's taking away all of Amber's attention and you can't handle it yet. " said Clayton.

I listened quietly throughout his whole speech and thought through every word he said. He does have a point. Amber and I have always been together and it's hard to be separated by things. " It feels like a part of me is missing when I don't spend time with her. " I admitted.

" That's a normal feeling to have too. I'll admit, I was a bit jealous of Amber when we all first met. I hadn't seen Connor in over a year because he was in prison and once we broke him out I thought we'd go back to how things were before. Just him and I, best friends until the end. " he said.

" Only that's not the way things went. Connor met Amber. " I said.

" Exactly. All his attention turned to her. Everything he talked about was her. How she looked, her smell, how sweet she was. I grew annoyed hearing about her. Then you came along and I understood why he was like that with her. I couldn't be mad at him or her any longer because I had you and I understood how that felt. It's different when it's a little girl, but you've got to understand. Neither of them mean to make you feel this way. Go and have a talk with amber tonight. Explain how you've been feeling and things will get better. I promise. " he said.

I smiled at him and we kissed. " Thank you Clay, you always know just what to say. " I said.

I feel a bit guilty after realizing I'm am a bit jealous over a little girl. Clayton was right though, these are completely normal feelings to have and I should talk to Amber about them. They won't get better until I do.

" You would have reached this point on your own soon enough. You are a smart, beautiful, strong woman and you are a brilliant thinker. Never doubt yourself. " he said.

I smiled more at his praise. I truly and forever will always love this man. He's a defining gift from God. Always there when I need him the most.

" Amber scared you today, didn't she?" Asked Clayton.

I groaned in annoyance. " Yes, I wish she would have talked to someone before she did something that reckless on her own. " I said.

" I know. My heart was practically in my throat as we waited for her to return. " said Clayton.

" I'll be talking to her about her recklessness too. She can't do that again. Not without help. " I said.

" Agreed. " said Clayton.

" You still seem a bit stressed. How about this, you go and take you a nice long bath, soak in the warm water. I'll get everything worked out for you to meet with Amber tonight. Everything will work out. I promise. " said Clayton.

" I trust you. " I said.

I then kissed him again before getting up and giving him a loving look before heading off to take my bath. Clayton's right though. Soon enough everything will work out just fine. The way it's supposed to. I just have to be patient and calm.

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A/N. Hey guys. Hope you enjoyed. The next chapter will be in John's POV. Until then bye. :-)