Restoring The Blue Eyed Wolf.

Chapter 5.

Amber's POV.

I woke just before the sunrise like I do every morning. I make sure Connor is still sleeping and that he's warms and covered in blankets before I get up and go to the closet to pull out my outfit for the day.

Today will be a new experience for me. I get to meet the humans that help us for the first time. I get to see how everything goes down and it's going to give me a new outlook on things.

We don't have to leave for a few more hours, so Connor has time to sleep in. He woke from a dream in the middle of the night and was almost feral, he shifted to his wolf in his panic.

I had to shift into mine to coax him back to where he could shift. Once I did that he and I just held each other until I could tell he was calm.

I asked him if he wanted to talk about it and he said no so I left it at that. If he ever wants to talk about his dreams, I'll always be there to listen to him.

I still have nightmares myself. Maybe some therapy for myself would help as well? I'll have to look into it more.

After I grab my outfit, I head out into the halls to go to the bathroom and get ready for the day. It's our own private bathroom just a few doors down from our room.

After taking a quick shower and getting dressed for the day, I close the door behind me and make my way to the kitchen to find Tasha, Clayton and Alpha Conan already up.

" Looks like I'm late today. " I say.

They laugh. " Nah, you're right on time. " says Tasha getting up and ushering me to a seat. She then goes to make me some coffee.

She always knows when I'm not a hundred percent, just like I always know when she's not. " I'm actually surprised you still got up so early. We heard Connor howl in the middle of the night and waited by your door for a good thirty minutes before going back to bed ourselves. " says Clayton.

" Yeah, he had a nightmare. I think this one was different than the ones he's been having. I suggested getting some therapy to him last night. " I say.

" Really? How did that conversation go?" Asks Alpha Conan.

"It went better than I thought it would. He seemed like he didn't believe it would do anything for him, but he's willing to try for me. I'm actually thinking of trying it myself as well. " I say.

" That's a big step. We're with you all the way. " says Tasha as she brings me my coffee and a buttered biscuit. I grab her in a quick hug and place my forehead on hers. " proud of you. " she says.

" Thank you. I wouldn't have made it this far without you, without any of you. " I say before backing away and taking a sip of my coffee.

She grins and sits by me. " I love the friendship you two have. It always makes me smile to see a friendship as strong as yours. " says Alpha Conan.

We grin at him. " Believe it or not, Fenris, your dad and I had that same kind of friendship. Only Fenris and I were closer. We got close after your father left to join your mothers pack. " says Alpha Conan.

Our eyes widened. " Seriously? You and Fenris were as close and Tasha and I are?" I ask.

" We we're. " says Alpha Conan.

" Wow." All three of us muttered at the same time causing Alpha Conan to laugh.

" I know he was the bad guy and all, but I don't think any of us have asked how you're handling losing him. " says Tasha.

Alpha Conan smiles sadly. " It might sound bad for me to say this, but I feel relieved. Not that he's dead of course, but I'm the sense that I don't have to watch my old friend suffer anymore from my wrong doings. I'd give anything to go back and keep myself from killing his mate. What's done is done and I can't change the past. He will always be missed by me and by Bète Rick. " says Alpha Conan.

" That makes sense. I hated having to kill him. I wish he could have been saved, but killing him was the only way we could have stopped him and I don't regret doing what we had too. " I say.

" I understand that as well." Says Alpha Conan.

" Enough of this sad talk. Amber, are you excited to learn about the transfer system today?" Asks Tasha.

We laugh, leave it to Tasha to quickly change a subject. " Yeah, I'm really excited and so is Connor. He loved going over the paperwork yesterday. " I say.

" It a really interesting concept. I'm glad he's taking a liking to it. " says Alpha Conan.

" Me too. You should have seen how innocent his look of interest was yesterday. " I say as I launch into a story about Connor and I yesterday.

They all watch me with fond expressions. They were all there for me when I lost Connor and now they're all here for me now that I have him again. They're all so kind and I love this family I've made over here. Even grumpy Alpha Conan. He is my soon to be father in law anyway.

I still have to tell Connor about the proposal and when it happened. I feel bad for keeping it from him, but I just don't feel like he's in the right state of mind to know about it yet.

I just really care about him and his mind is very fragile right now. I guess I'm scared he will back out of the proposal. After his first therapy session, I will have mine and I'll ask the lady what I should do and go from there.

Until then, I'll just enjoy the time I have here with him and my new makeshift family.

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A/N. Hey guys. Hope you enjoy this new chapter. The next will be in Alpha Conan's POV. If you have a request for the next POV after that. Let me know. Until then :-)