You Rejected Me Alpha, Remember?

Chapter 009

Chapter 009

Logan's point of view

My heart felt heavy, I was drowning in both regret and despair. Overwhelmed by the consequences of my past and actions.

This is all my fault, everything happening is due to my stupidity.

I found out Myra was my mate way longer before she knows, I'd kept it to myself because it was simply forbidden. But that didn't stop me from developing an attraction.

Attraction to an omega, Myra, is just simply barred. I tried ridding myself of those feelings, those soft tingles, but they were to no avail.

Hence, the reason why I hated her. She's someone I was meant to have, but would not get. I could blame the moon goddess for pairing us together, or I could just blamed myself for never even having a chance with her.

Even though I never hated her, even though I've always accepted her, she still wouldn't want me cause the past would come to intervene.

She had thought our pack saved her from those rogues, but they saved and accepted one of their owns; that was lost perhaps, they had no idea they were offering shelter for the omega they've once rejected.

Both my parents knew of her origin, much too well about who she is and how she came to exist. Guilt wouldn't allow them cast her out once again, so they decided to keep her accommodated, but not accepted as one of their own.

They sentenced her to a different life, a life I couldn't change even if I wanted to, a life I had no choice but to accept and adapt to.

From the very first day I saw her, in her wolf form battered and broken. The sight was horrid, but did not hide her succulent beauty. I was fourteen years old then, experiencing what it feels like to meet your fated mate for the first time.

I wanted to have her in arms and absorb her anguish, every inch of her agony wasn't limited to her body, but to me as well. At that moment, I wanted to erase her pain, and be there for her. I wanted to promise her a new world, void of whatever she just went through.

Barely some minutes later, my father called us all into his study room, and then informed us on her background; on how she was connected to our family and our pack.

I couldn't believe my ears, I concealed my trust and pretended that I'm in absolute agreement with my father's decision to kill the omega once she's of her forbidden age.

My mother came from a long line of psychics, although she never unlocked her psychic abilities, but it was passed over to me.

I discovered this after my coronation into an alpha, I had thought- no everyone had thought my sister would inherit the powers, but surprisingly I did.

I was just announced as the new alpha of Crystal Moon Pack when an image flashed inside my head. I recall the moment vividly, how I had a glimpse of my mother loosing her life at the garden, I'd rush over to see if it was an anonymous hallucination only to witness my vision come to pass.

And then when the Alpha King has me in his room, nothing about him feels odd until Myra came in. The Alpha King was instantly shrouded in this darkness that was encasing Myra in a cagey fold.

It's not a vision, it's more like a visual representation of what's to expect from their connection.

Myra had thought she had met her happiness, but the man I met, the man I saw inside that room feigning to protect her was far from her happiness.

I can't tell how or why, I just know he's far from it. If only my mother was still alive to teach me the better use of my new found ability, then maybe there might be a chance for me to save her.

My father knew I was fated to Myra, he was one of the reasons for the ways I acted towards Myra. He called to speak with me privately, telling him how important it is to not harbor any attraction or feelings towards Myra now that I've come to find out she's my mate, he advised me to stay away from her until she's old enough for us to perform the rejection ritual.

He fed me with sufficient werewolf lores to keep me submissive to his rules, he told me how omegas have always been nothing but agent of chaos and destructions.

How they've ended tons and tons of generation due to their forbidden nature. He narrated how one of the past Alpha Kings found a loophole to cease such destruction from taking over the werewolf world.

That was to kill any omega born species after birth, and if spared must be killed the night they bloom their full strength. A she wolf is expected to bloom her full strength at the age of eighteen to twenty, while the male is always eighteen.

Everyone in this pack, including myself has planned to kill Myra this night after my coronation. But I was going to change it all, I had plans to change everything.

I was going to enforce a new order on the plan that demands Myra to live.

She didn't chose this fate for herself, and she wasn't suppose to suffer for it.

'Quit whining, and start thinking of ways you can save her from that nightmare of a king,' Leo, my wolf decided to chirp in my train of thoughts.

I've always felt useless, but tonight there's a rise to it, I feel more than useless. Incredibly worthless. "What could I possibly do, Leo? What? Fight the Alpha King? He'd kill me in a blink. Try running away with my mate? If Myra doesn't kill me, then I bet the war I draw against the Alpha King by pulling such move will get me six feet below surface. I'm seriously useless." I lamented to him in pure glum, because so far those are two options I've managed to think about doing.

Myra doesn't trust me, and I don't blame her because if I were in her shoes, I too wouldn't. I've always hated her, bullied her, and abused her peace of mind.

There's no way she'd be trusting a single word that comes out my mouth. I can only depend on grooming my ability and find better ways to stop the Alpha King from taking my mate away from me.

I've read few things about psychics, if I'm indeed gifted with an ability like such, then I just need to master the act of a telepathic persuasion.

I just hope this ability would be of help against this Alpha King, because he is more than what I'm viewing him as. He slaughtered an entire pack in a second for disrespecting him, he did it because he is that powerful.

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