You Rejected Me Alpha, Remember?

Chapter 051

  Chapter 051
 
 
 
 
   Myra's point of view
 
 
 
 
   As I returned to consciousness, everything came back to me naturally. Events that occurred leading to how I ended up here rushed in.
 
 
   I remembered it was Lisa, she'd come into my room while I was reeling in my absolute dismal. She stabbed me, from there I woke up in the past, back to the day I'd lost my parents.
 
 
   I don't know what she did or how she was able to do it, but she had me in a loop to experience the pain and trauma over and over again with no way out.
 
 
   If Logan hadn't come in- Logan!
 
 
   I glanced at my side and there he was, "You!" I couldn't help the hatred that laced my tone. Sure he came to me, but that's like so far the percent of the time he's done the opposite of save me. Heck he's always been my wrath.
 
 
   One good action of his is not going to bury his past and make me forgive him, I still don't want him around me or by my side. The sight of him makes me sick.
 
 
   Ugh! I can't believe I was fascinated by him earlier. Albeit, it was due to my vegetative state, still the mere fact that I was attracted to him makes me want to puke more than my stomach out.
 
 
   I even hugged him!!!!!!
 
 
   'At least he came to save us, where is our so called mate?' Salome asked, and that brought me to wonder too.
 
 
   Where is he?
 
 
   Did he know I was stabbed and trapped in a recycling mental prison? I'm guessing he knew cause there's no way I'd be here inside this infirmary unless he knew or someone knows, and if it was someone else who found me, they sure would have sent him a message.
 
 
   That begs me to question if he knew the sickness wasn't natural and was planning to come save us.
 
 
   "Before you chase me out or go back to hating me, I have some things to show you. You said you wanted proof on the kind of man the Alpha King is, the proof is right there," Logan said and pointed his index, I followed the direction of his finger, there my gaze found Lisa passed out on the floor.
 
 
   I shifted uncomfortably on the bed, I didn't want to near her at all after what she can do or what was done to me. The best is to keep my distance.
 
 
   "She won't hurt you, not while I'm here," Logan who noticed my reaction quickly assured.
 
 
   "And that's suppose to make me feel better right? Even if it's coming from my bully. In fact I feel so great already hearing that from you," I spat a sarcastic comeback, additionally rolling my eyes.
 
 
   "Let's not waste time Myra, she's out for now doesn't mean she'll be out forever. Please trust me this one time, and let me show you the truth you deserve," he said, and I didn't oppose cause for what it is actually worth, he deserves this single trust for being my savior while I thought I've met my end.
 
 
   So I stared at him and said nothing in counter to his words, he took my silence as an agreement to believe him as he went over to where Lisa was sprawled out on the floor, he picked her by her hair and dragged her with him as they both came to where I am.
 
 
   He dropped her head on the bed and I quickly shifted my legs that was close to her, she might be unconscious, but there's no guessing what she can do or might do again after our encounter. She's a dangerous witch, and I'm going to avoid her for the rest of my life.
 
 
   "Your hand." Logan stretched out his palm for me to take. My brows cringed at him.
 
 
   "I'll need a physical contact between us to transport us inside her head," He explained when he realized my hesitation.
 
 
   I forced myself to take his hand. Like if it wasn't for my necessity to know the truth, physical contact with him was as forbidden as my body coming in contact with a silver.
 
 
   My palm settled into his, same time he placed his second hand atop Lisa's head, he then closed his eyes and I needed no point out to do the same.
 
 
   When my sight opened, we were in her head, in a particular memory, a scene that revealed Lisa in Lucas's office.
 
 
   At first they were doing nothing, but then the moment was quick to become intimate.
 
 
   "Take me out," I chipped at the scene, my tone shaky as the scene print daggers into my chest. "Take me out!"
 
 
   Logan who stood beside me grabbed my hand and the scene changed, we were no longer at the office but somewhere else.
 
 
   I couldn't focus my attention well on what plays out in front of me, instead my heart bleeds at the realization that Lucas was lying to me. He was playing me. But why?
 
 
   My eyes watered, and I fought the urge to express my pain. This was all my fault.
 
 
   Oh Goddess!
 
 
   It was so easy for me to trust him, so easy for him to charm me. He looked me over, pin down my weaknesses and used it against me.
 
 
   She's never been loved, so he showered me intense love and affection. She's never been cared for, so he became protective and gave me exactly what I want.
 
 
   Those were the things I crave, and at the hungry sight of it, my heart leaped and I let myself be a fool.
 
 
   "You see, I think the Alpha King is onto you because of who you are. Has he ever spoke to you about a certain event titled "The Blue Moon's Omega Legend"? If yes, what he said to you about it?"
 
 
   Logan's voice dragged me out of my mind, it was then I realized the liquid that has come to stain both sides of my cheek.
 
 
   "I'm done here, pull me out," I quested, unable to feign the slightest ardor.
 
 
   I felt him glanced at me and assessed my state, he didn't bother to argue and just ended the whole thing.
 
 
   I sat back on the bed and curled my legs up into my chest. I don't deserve any of this pain, this stress, this heartbreak, this sadness. I don't.
 
 
   Was I too much of a sinner in a past life that I'm paying for the crimes now in this life? This is too much, there's only so much I can handle and endure.
 
 
   I'd thought I have finally met my happy ever after, that it was time to be happy and there was no more grim to my life. But boy was I wrong?
 
 
   "I'm sorry," Logan mouthed from where he stood, "I wish to comfort you,"
 
 
   "No!" I declined sharply. The situation must have gotten really deep for me to sound this teary. And it was like the No was my gateway to letting it loose.
 
 
   Tears pooled out uncontrollably from my eyes, in cold and raw tumbles. "Comfort me how? Huh?" I spoke through sniffs.
 
 
   "I'm done being a fool, thanks for saving me and thank you for showing me the truth. But you and I know I can never trust you, I mean compare to what Lucas just did to me, you know you've done worse or don't you?" I chuckled painfully.
 
 
   I pushed myself off the bed and to my feet, no more sulking around.
 
 
   "Myra please I-"
 
 
   "Logan you had your chance, I was mated to you first. Sweet Moon, you could have be the one to change my life, you could have be my savior even though you started out as a villain."
 
 
   "So you believe that people change, because I want to be your savior and I regret the days I was a villain to you. Please let me be your knight?" His yes pleaded as he rushed to the other side where I was and tried to hold me but I jerked out of his reach.
 
 
   "Too late, I'm no longer looking for a savior a knight. It's time I become my own hero," I told him, as I turned around and walked out of the room.