Risk It All (COMPLETED)

Part 26: we are going to start our family

A week later Hannah had left and I still felt really guilty even thought I knew it wasn't my fault. I am currently in bed and it is 8:30am, Rebekah is getting ready to go out on a date with Connor and I could not be bothered to move.

* knock knock* Rebekah ran downstairs and opened the door, she came back up with Brad behind her and he looked like he had just woken up. He had no top on and his hair was a mess, his eyes were half open and he had a little smile on his face which turned into a big smile when he saw me. He got into my bed with me and gave me a hug. "Morning beautiful." He croaked and I giggled. "Morning, you are so adorable. Have you only just woken up?" I asked and he nodded. I ran my hand through his messy hair and he smiled. "You two are so adorable." Rebekah said and then walked downstairs and out of the apartment.

"Guess what we are doing today." Brad said, still half asleep. "Are you actually awake?" I asked and he giggled. "Yeah, I literally woke up, stumbled out of bed, sleepwalked to your apartment, got into your bed and now I'm awake." Brad said and I giggled while pulling him into a hug. "I love you." I said and looked up at him. "I love you too." Brad said. I reached up and gave him a slow but short kiss on the lips and then smiled at him.

"Guess what we are doing today." Brad said again. "Am I spending all day, right here,with you?" I asked and Brad shook his head. "No, but you are spending all day with me." Brad said. "What are we doing?" I asked and ran a finger up his chest. "Going to get Jesse." Brad said. I had completely forgotten about the dog! "We haven't got any dog stuff!" I said and Brad smiled. "We will go to Pets At Home first and buy all of the stuff we need and then get the dog. Don't worry baby, I have it all sorted." Brad said.

"I don't have any money, I just paid the apartment owner my share of the rent to be able to live here. Now Hannah isn't here it is more expensive for me and Rebekah." I explained. "We have my tour money." Brad said. "Brad! We are not spending your tour money on the dog!" I said and Brad smiled. "Yeah I am, I have loads of money anyway." Brad said and I sighed. "Fine." I mumbled.

"We still have a couple of hours before we have to go." Brad said and smiled. "What do you wanna do?" I asked, he bit his lip and smiled. "Finish off what we started at Thorpe park the other day?" Brad asked. "I don't wanna go too far." I shyly explained. "Just tell me when you want to stop." Brad said and I looked quite scared. "I only want to go as far as we have been going." I explained and Brad nodded. "Ok, I won't got any further than that then." Brad said. "I trust you..." I said, Brad smiled and tucked a loose string of hair behind my ear.

He learnt forwards to kiss me and then Sophie walked in on us, we both looked at her and she giggled. "Sorry." She said and then walked out. I got out of bed and walked downstairs and into the kitchen, Brad followed me down and looked confused. "Baby, what are you doing?" Brad asked. "Making breakfast." I said. Brad walked up behind me and placed one hand on either side of my waist. "But we were just spending time together." Brad said. "Well we can't when everyone else is here, I'm not as lucky as you Brad, I have to share a room whereas you have your own room." I explained. "Come into my room then." Brad said and I turned to look at him. "You just wanna get me in bed!" I exclaimed. "What? No! I just want to spend time with you because we get to start our family today." Brad explained.

I put the toast in the toaster and then tears started to roll down my cheeks, I don't know why but I feel really upset and down today. I get those days where I have no reason to be sad but I just am.

"Baby, why are you crying?" Brad asked, he took his hands away from my waist and pulled me into a hug. "I don't know, I just feel so upset and sad for no reason. I feel like today is going to be a bad day." I explained. I am shorter than Brad so I stood on my tiptoes and buried my head into his neck. He ran his hand through my hair and just let me cry. "I would never do something like try and 'get you into bed'! I just want to spend today with you because we are starting our family. I love you." Brad said and I tightened my arms around his waist. "I love you too. I'm sorry I jumped to conclusions." I said and Brad smiled.

The toast popped out of the toaster and I looked at Brad. "Do you want some?" I asked and he nodded. I spread the toast with butter and strawberry jam and then gave it to Brad on a plate. As I passed the plate to him he kissed me and I smiled a little. We both sat at the table and things were silent for a little while until Brad decided to break the silence.

"You know we spoke about wanting to have kids when we are older?" Brad asked and I nodded while chewing on a bit of toast. "Well, how many did you want?" He asked. "3." I said. "Boys or girls?" He asked. "Preferably 2 girls and 1 boy. But I don't mind." I replied and Brad nodded. "Have you got any names?" He asked. "Hayley and Leo." I replied. "I like those names. I also like Evelyn, Evie for short." Brad said. " I like that name too." I said and Brad smiled. "Why ask?" I asked. Brad shrugged his shoulders. " I dunno, just making conversation I guess." Brad said and I nodded.

We both went to our own rooms and got washed and dressed. We decided to meet in Brads apartment and I walked into see him sitting on the sofa talking to Sophie, he has gone red with embarrassment and I was quite confused. I walked over to them and sat on Brads lap. "What you talking about?" I asked. "Brad was telling me how much he loves you and that when he gets older he wants to marry you, go on a honeymoon with you, have kids, travel the world and all that stuff! It is cute!" Sophie said and Brad was now as red as a tomato. I slammed my lips on to his and kissed him passionately, Sophie felt awkward and walked away.

He moved position and laid down across the sofa while kissing me. He was now laying on his back on the sofa and I was laying on top of him. His hands ran down my back and sat on my waist, my hands were running through his hair and he didn't seem to care that his hair was getting messed up even though he had only just styled it. I tugged on his hair a little and he let out a quiet moan, I smiled and he smiled back through the kiss.

His tongue ran along my lips and I was getting a bit worried that this was going too far. "Brad..." I said between kisses and he smiled through the kiss. "Yeah baby..." He said between breaths and kisses. "Can we... Just slow... Down a bit." I asked through lots of mini kisses and he nodded and pulled away. "Thanks..." I said and he smiled. "I liked that." Brad said and I nodded. "Me too." I replied.

"That was really cute what you told Sophie. Is that why you asked me about children earlier?" I asked and Brad nodded. "I just love you so much!" Brad said and pecked my nose. I giggled and then we heard the front door open. We looked up to see Tris and Sophie snogging. Tris had Sophie pinned up against the door and things were getting heated. Me and Brad look at each other and then Brad took my hand and walked me up the stairs and into his room.

"When do we have to go?" I asked him. "In half an hour." Brad said and I nodded. We both sat down on the bed and I held Brads hands. "Are you taking a bikini to America?" Brad asked. "Yeah, but I don't know if I will wear it." I said. "I think you should wear it. You will look great in it." Brad said and I smiled. "Are we planning on having a day to ourselves in America?" I asked and Brad nodded. "Yeah, we can do what we want in each place we go to and we have a week to ourselves in each place, the other week me and the boys will be performing." Brad explained and I nodded. We carried on talking until it was time to go.