Risk It All (COMPLETED)

Part 84: bedtime conversations

Brad finally calmed down from his little anger tantrum and he was back to hugging me again, he forgave Connor in the end and apologised to everyone. "I think I'm gonna go to bed now, I'm feeling quite tired." Sophie said and stood up, Tris went with her and I looked at Brad. "I think we will be heading off now as well." Brad said and I stood up with him. "Goodnight." I said and then walked off up the field with Brad, we walked upstairs to Brad's room and he closed the door behind him. He walked over to me and grabbed my waist, he then pulled me closer to his body and looked into my eyes. My heart started to melt inside a little and it was like I couldn't control what I was feeling, he then looked at my lips while I bit down on mine just to tease him a bit. He grabbed my face gently and then went in for a kiss, I kissed him back forcefully and I couldn't control the emotion I was feeling in this kiss. It's like Brad has just taken over me by doing those 6 simple steps before kissing me.

He slowly walked me over to the bed and I fell backwards on to his bed, he laid on top of me and I ran my hand through his hair. "I wish I... Wasn't on my... Period right now..." I said between kisses. "Why?... What difference... Does it make...?" Brad asked and ran his hands up my top, I moaned a little as I felt his hands run over the top of my bra and he smiled at me. "Because I can't go... Further with you..." I said and Brad smiled. "Save it until... Next time..." He said and I smiled back at him, he pulled my top over my head and I helped him get it off. I then pulled his top off and he quite happily threw it on the floor, his hands wandered all over the top half of my body and for once I didn't mind. I didn't feel so conscious about my body and I felt like Brad wouldn't judge me, he loves me for who I am so why hide it?

I started to kiss down his neck and he moaned very quietly, I then started to kiss his soft spot and he couldn't control himself. He was moaning uncontrollably and his hands wouldn't move away from my bra, I giggled at this and then kissed back up to his lips. "God I love... You!..." Brad said and I laughed, his hands ran down to the waistband of my trousers and I pulled away. "I can't..." I said but Brad stopped me. "I know, I'm not going to do anything." He said and I smiled a bit, his hands then ran down the curves at the side of my body and over my stomach. "Your so beautiful..." He said and moved down a bit. He kissed me lightly on my stomach and then kissed all the way back up to my lips. "Your so handsome..." I said as he kissed my lips again, I tugged on his hair and he pulled me in closer. He hugged me tight and I felt his strong arms protect me, my hands ran down his arms and he got goosebumps at my touch. His legs intertwined with mine and after a while we collapsed on the bed while trying to get our breath back, Brad was all sweaty and I just smiled at him.

"I love you..." I said between breaths and he smiled while wiping the sweat off of his head. "I love you too..." He said and rolled on to his back, I laid on my side and stared at him for a while. His muscles make him look so hot and I love the way his hair is just a mop of curls on the top of his head, I love his chocolate brown eyes and I love how soft and delicate his lips are when he kisses me. He is just perfect and I never want anyone else, I love him so much and I hope we will be together forever because there is nobody else that I would want to spend my future with.

"What time is it?" He asked and I looked at the clock. "9:30pm." I said and flopped back down on to the bed, I put my top back on but Brad just laid their topless while watching me get changed. "Why are you putting your top back on?" He asked. "Because I'm getting cold now." I said and he smiled. "Come here." He said, we both got under the duvet and he pulled me in closer to him. He then kissed the top of my head and held my hand. "I love you." He whispered as he turned the lamp off. "I love you too." I said and smiled into the darkness. "Are we going to sleep?" Brad asked. "No, I just wanna take in the fact that I'm in bed with a topless Bradley Simpson..." I said and Brad laughed. "You have been in bed with me for about 4 months now." Brad said. "I know but it still doesn't feel real yet." I said and Brad kissed my cheek. "Well it's real." He said and pulled me closer to him. "I can't see anything, it's so dark!" I said and Brad smiled. "Is that a problem?" He asked. "Yeah, now I can't see your face!" I said and Brad giggled, he rolled over to get his phone and turned on the torch. "Brad! Don't shine it in my eyes!" I said and he giggled. "Sorry." He said and turned it away from our faces. "Can you see my face now?" Brad asked and pulled the funniest looking face ever, I started laughing and then he had to calm me down because I was making too much noise.

We laid in silence for a little while and Brad turned his torch off so we were in the dark again. "Brad." I said. "Mhm." He replied. "I still don't think any of this is real..." I said and he hugged me a bit tighter. "What does that mean?" He asked. "I feel like you are just going to walk away and leave me when you have got what you want from me." I said and I could tell that Brad was shocked from that comment even though I can't see his face. "Baby, I'm never going to leave you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you! I want to get married, go on a honeymoon, have kids, travel the world, grow old together. I keep saying this but you never seem to believe me, I really do love you and I'm not going anywhere." Brad said and I sighed. "Ok, I love you too." I said and Brad gave me a quick kiss. "I love you more..." He said and I giggled.

"What are we doing tomorrow?" I asked. "I think we might just all go up to the park and spend the day there, just have a relaxing day with everyone." Brad said and I nodded. "Sounds fun." I said and he smiled. "It will be if I am with you." Brad said and I giggled a little, he then placed his hand on my stomach and ran his fingertips back and forth over the top of it. "Evelyn and Leo." Brad said and I smiled. "Are you excited for our future Brad?" I asked. "Very..." He said and I kissed him unexpectedly. "I can't wait until I can meet Evelyn and Leo." Brad said and I smiled into the darkness. "Same..." I said and he kissed the top of my head. "What time is it now?" He asked. "9:45pm." I said and he started to repeatedly kiss my cheek. "What's this for?" I asked. "No reason, I just love you." Brad said and carried on kissing my cheek.

"What would the next step in our relationship be for you?" I asked. "Me proposing to you?..." Brad said. "No, I mean how much further would you go?" I asked. "Oh right, erm. Maybe getting into only underwear?" Brad said and I nodded. "Then what?" I asked and kissed his lips. "I don't know." He said. "Yeah you do, you have it all planned out in your head." I said and giggled. "Maybe naked?" He asked and I nodded. "Then what?" I asked. "Do we have to do this? I don't really like explaining things..." Brad said and I smiled while kissing his cheek. "It's only me." I said. "I know but I find it awkward..." He said. "But we're gonna do it anyway?..." I said. "Ok, the next step might be..." He said and then started to move his fingers up and down. "Oh... Ok..." I said and I could feel that he was going a bit red even though we were in the dark. "Yeah..." He said and I smiled. "And the next step?" I asked. "Maybe, you touching me?... Down there...?" Brad asked and I nodded. "And the next step?" I asked. "Sex?..." Brad said and I smiled. "I'm ok with that." I said. "Really?!" Brad asked, he sounded a bit shocked. "Yeah, I would be comfortable with that if we take it one step at a time." I said and Brad nodded. "I'm happy with that." Brad said and I kissed him.

"Shall we maybe go to sleep now? It's 10pm." I said. "Yeah." Brad said and I smiled into darkness. "Thank you for being honest..." I said. "No problem." He said, we gave each other one last kiss and then fell asleep in each other's arms.

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Hi, I know this one is a short one but I feel like I need to update a couple today because I haven't been keeping up to date with them recently. I'm sorry but I have been really busy and I will be for the rest of this week so if I don't update on one day then expect lots of updates on the next day. Thank you for reading this and thank you for getting me to 1k reads!! Please let me know if you like this part because if you do then I will write like this more often. Bye!