Risk It All (COMPLETED)

Part 35: should i go?

I woke up in the morning to see Brads face in front of mine, he was staring at me and he had his arms wrapped around me. His hair was all messy and he felt all warm, he smiled at me and his chocolate brown eyes stared at me. "Morning baby." Brad said and I smiled. "How long have you been up?" I asked and Brad looked at the clock. "About half an hour." Brad replied. "You have been staring at me for half an hour?" I asked and Brad nodded. "Your beautiful." Brad said and tucked a loose strand of hair behind my ear, I smiled back at him and he kissed my forehead. "What time are we leaving today?" I asked. "About 7pm. I think we are going out with my mum and dad today, I'm not sure where." Brad said and I nodded.

I looked at the clock and it was 7:30am, I then looked back at Brad and he smiled at me. "So... How did you like, erm... Sleeping with me?..." Brad asked in a shy tone, he seemed a bit embarrassed. "It was alright." I replied. "Only alright?" He asked and I giggled. "It was amazing." I said and pecked his nose, Brad giggled and smiled at me.

"BRAD, CHLOE! GET UP AND BE DOWNSTAIRS IN HALF AN HOUR! WE NEED TO HAVE BREAKFAST AND THEN GO!" Brads mum shouted from downstairs. "OK MUM!" Brad shouted back and I giggled. "I guess there will be no us time today then?" I asked. "I will make sure there will be some us time today, I promise." Brad said and pulled me into a hug, I hugged him back and smiled. "Your all warm." I said and Brad giggled. "So are you." Brad said. "Can we just stay here?" I asked and Brad giggled. "I would love to but my mum will personally come up and drag us out of bed if we don't move." Brad said and I giggled. "Nobody can get me out of bed when I am tired." I said and Brad giggled. "Apart from when I'm making pancakes." Brad said. "That is the only thing that will get me out of bed." I said and giggled. "Shall I go and make pancakes then?" Brad asked. "If you want to baby." I said and leant in to kiss him but he stopped me.

"What's up?" I asked. "I love you, but I don't want mum to come up and see us kissing in bed. She might take it the wrong way." Brad said. "Oh, ok. Sorry." I said and then got out of bed and walked downstairs, no more kissing while we are at Brads parents house.

"Morning." Anne-Marie said as I walked into the kitchen. "Morning." I replied as I sat on the chair. Brad ran down the stairs and into the kitchen and his mum looked a bit confused. "Everything ok there Brad?" She asked. "Yeah." He said and then sat next to me, he held my hand and gave me a smile. I am so confused, first he doesn't want to show that we love each other and now he does? What's going on?

"Chloe, what do you want for breakfast?" Anne-Marie asked. "Nothing, I'm fine thank you." I replied and she looked worried. "You have got to have breakfast. You will be hungry later otherwise." Brads mum said. "I don't normally eat breakfast, I sometimes have a bit of toast but not often." I explained. "Well if you get hungry in a minute feel free to make something or ask Brad and he will make it for you." She said and I nodded. "Do I not get breakfast made for me then?" Brad asked. "You are not a guest, you are my son and you have lived here for the past 18 years. I'm sure you can make your own breakfast." Anne-Marie said and I giggled at him, Brads mum walked out of the room and I gave him a sympathetic smile. "Do you want me to make you some breakfast?" I asked. "No, it's fine. Thanks for the offer though." Brad said and smiled at me.

He leant forwards to kiss me but I stopped him. "Woah, what are you doing?!" I asked. "Giving you a kiss?" Brad explained. "You just said that you don't want to kiss me..." I said, I'm so confused. "I didn't mean it like that, I meant to say that I don't want to kiss in bed because if my mum sees us then she will kill me." Brad said. "Ok." I replied. "I love you." Brad said and I half smiled. "I love you too." I replied. Brad leant forwards and we kissed for a bit, Brads dad walked in to the kitchen and saw us. "Brad... I know you love your girlfriend but please keep it to the bedroom. Thank you..." Derek said and then we pulled away. "Dad... I'm nearly 19, do I really need to be told where I can kiss the love of my life?" He asked and I blushed a little, did he just call me the love of his life? "She's the love of your life?" Derek asked. Brad looked a bit offended by this comment. "Yes! Oh my gosh first Nat and now you? Doesn't anyone have any respect for me anymore? I love her so much! Can't you all understand that? This isn't some relationship that only lasts a week, I want to spend the rest of my life with her and I hoped that you guys would understand that!" Brad said and I held his hand, he looked at me and I mouthed "calm down" to him and gave him a little smile. He took a deep breath and then looked back at his dad.

"I'm sorry Brad, I didn't realise you felt that way about her..." Derek said, he looked quite taken aback. Maybe I should just go, I'm causing too many arguments here. I walked upstairs and started to pack my little suitcase that I had brought with me, I had it half packed and then Brad walked into the room. "What are you doing?" Brad asked, he looked quite confused. "Leaving." I said. "Why?" He asked. "Because I am staring too many arguments here, I'm sorry that I am breaking your family apart." I replied and then picked my suitcase up. "Woah Chloe! Your not going anywhere." Brad said. "Oh, so now your going to lock me in your house? I don't want to go back to being locked in cupboards Brad. I didn't like it then and I don't like it now." I said. "No, I didn't mean it like that! I'm sorry, it's not your fault that everyone is arguing. It's mine. I keep getting too over protective about you and then I start the arguments. I'm not going to lock you anywhere, if you want to go then I am going with you." Brad said and I shook my head. "You deserve to be with your family as you have one, I'm not going to stop you spending time with your family. Believe me I would love to spend time with mine but I can't." I said and sat on the bed.

"Baby, please don't go." Brad said, I just looked at the floor. "I don't want to be here without you, I don't like it when I'm not with you anymore. I was going to try and make today as fun as possible before we have to go back and find Sophie pregnant. Please?" He asked and I sighed. "Fine." I said and dropped the suitcase on the floor, Brad walked over to me and hugged me. "Are you annoyed with me?" He asked. "No, I'm just a bit upset and I guess a bit jealous too." I said and hugged Brad. "I'm sorry, they can be your parents as well if you want? I'm sure they won't mind." Brad said and I shook my head. "Nah, I'm good thanks." I replied and Brad sighed. "You know I would never do anything like lock you in a house." Brad said. "I know, I'm sorry I just got a bit scared and old memories started to come back to me." I said and Brad nodded. "You can talk to me about it?" Brad said. "I would rather we didn't." I replied and Brad nodded.

"BRAD! CHLOE! WE ARE LEAVING IN 10 MINUTES!" Brads mum shouted up the stairs. "I need to get changed." I said and Brad nodded. "So do I." Brad said. "I will go in the bathroom." I said, I got my clothes and then walked into the bathroom.

Eventually we were all ready and I put my shoes on, got my phone and we all walked out of the door. Brads dad drove us all down to the shopping centre and when we walked in Brads mum wanted to talk to us. "Mum, before you say anything I just want to let you know. We aren't 5..." Brad said and she nodded. "I know, I just wanted to say we will meet you outside Primark in 2 hours and then we are going to go somewhere that we can all spend time together." Anne-Marie said and we both nodded.

Brad took my hand and walked off in the direction of Starbucks. "What do you want?" He asked. "A chocolate cream like normal please." I said and Brad nodded, I went to get a table but Brad stopped me. "Chloe." He said and I turned to face him. "I love you." He said, I ran over to him and kissed him passionately. I didn't care that everyone was watching us, I love him and that's all that matters. I pulled away and he smiled. "I love you too." I replied and then walked over to a table.

5 minutes later Brad walked over and gave me my drink. "Thank you." I said and then held his hand. "No problem baby. I really liked that kiss..." Brad said and I giggled. "Me too." I said and giggled. "I'm gonna buy you a present." Brad said. "I don't need anything else!" I said. "Well I wanna buy you something. Also I need to take you America clothes shopping." Brad said and I nodded.