* Y/N stands for your name *
YOUR POV
I'd been at Niall's house all day and after the awkward breakfast talk, we'd both been pretty silent.
He skipped through the channels, a bag of popcorn in the crook of his arm.
"I told him," he suddenly said, breaking the silence.
"What? Who?" I asked.
"Calum. He knows you're here and - "
He checked his phone.
"Should probably be here in the next ten minutes."
"Niall!" I screeched.
He patted my leg.
"He deserves to know Y/N," he said.
"I'm mad at him," I said with as much truth as I could muster.
"You don't sound it," he mocked.
"Well I am," I frowned, crossing my arms over my chest.
Niall turned of the TV and turned to face me.
"You shouldn't be," he said, matter-of-factly.
"Why not?" I cried. "He punched Harry for no reason!"
"Harry was riling him up Y/N. He knows how much Calum loves you and he knows how much you love Calum and yet he's willing to jeopardise your relationship. He's willing to make you unhappy. He's just looking out for him," he explained.
"But... Why?" I asked.
"Because he likes you. And he wants you. He was going to tell you how he felt a few months back and then Calum came along and you fell for him," Niall remembered.
"Oh god," I gasped.
He nodded with a sad smile.
"Yeah. It wasn't pretty," he agreed.
I sat back and thought about it all.
"But that didn't mean Calum should have punched him," I scolded.
"No he probably shouldn't. But Calum loves you Y/N! He's crazy about you and he's scared shitless of losing you. And that makes a guy do crazy things. Trust me, I know," he chuckled.
"Would you do that for Chloe?" I asked.
"Fuck yeah! She's my girl and I'd do anything for her!" he exclaimed.
"Where is she anyway?" I asked, noticing she wasn't around.
"Went to visit her parents. She's coming back tomorrow and fuck, am I glad," he said, blowing out a breath.
"Did you miss her?" I giggled.
"Like crazy! She's only gone a day and I'm already going crazy," he cried.
I laughed and listened intently as he spoke with such love for Chloe.
I was glad he had her.
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A car door slammed shut making us both jump and feet stomped down the drive.
A fist pounded on the door and Niall was already up and running to get it.
He walked back into the living room, with Calum trailing behind him.
The dark circles under his eyes made me acutely aware of his lack of sleep.
"I'll leave you guys alone," Niall mumbled.
We both thanked him in unison and he smiled before walking away.
Calum stepped into the living room, closing the door but didn't move from the doorway.
"I'm sorry," he whispered.
My arms were aching to hold him and my heart was breaking.
But I had to keep him at a distance and make sure he knew I wouldn't stand for this again.
"For what?" I asked, acting oblivious.
He stepped slowly towards me and dropped to his knees at my feet.
His hands grabbed at my hips and he held on for dear life, like I was his lifesaver.
He looked broken, and I knew it.
I could see through his eyes just how broken he was.
"For everything. I didn't mean for that to happen but... He just..."
He paused, taking a deep breath.
"He riles me up," he said through tight lips.
"I know," I sighed.
"I love you Y/N. I love you so much baby, so so much," he cried.
He choked back a sob and I felt every part of me breaking.
I grabbed his hands in mine and intertwined our fingers.
"I'm just so scared, scared of losing you. You're the most important person in my life. My whole world and I couldn't live without you," he sobbed.
His head nuzzled against the bottom of my stomach and he gripped my hands tightly in his.
"I want forever with you. I want everything with you. Only you. Don't leave me. Don't go. Please, don't let me go," he begged, through his broken sobs.
"Calum," I sobbed, my body shaking with the cries.
He looked up at me and stood to his feet, pulling me into his chest.
"I love you," I cried.
He shook his head, resting his chin on my head and squeezed me tightly to him.
We moulded into one person.
"I'm not going anywhere. Ever," I promised.
"Ever?" he sniffled.
The fear that he'd lose me was written all over his face and I didn't know why I'd never noticed it before.
"Ever," I promised.
I cupped his cheeks in my hands and pulled his face down to mine, pressing our lips together.
His kissed me back, with a hungry, greedy feeling and his tongue pushed through my lips.
I don't know how long we stood like that, I didn't know how long our lips stayed connected, but I could feel our hearts beating against one another's chests.
We were one another's lifesavers, one another's worlds.
Together, we were everything.
Apart, we were nothing.
I liked the togetherness.
Togetherness was our strength.
Forever was our always.
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THE END😭😭😭😭
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