Chapter-57

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Jais pov:
Everyone's filling in the seats and since were in the front row I didn't feel trapped like I usually do but I feel like its gonna change once Lana comes out.
"Give me your phone" she excitedly said
I confusingly gave it to her and she went on my instagram and said
"Come on lets take a picture"
"Ok give me it I take better selfies" I joked while taking the phone
"What should we do" I asked
"Just wing it"
I grabbed her waist and smiled into the camera and she posed as kissing my cheek
*click"
"Hold on don't post it, let me see"
When she saw the picture a big smile appeared on her face "ok post it".

After 5 minutes I saw Lana come out wearing exactly what Lilly was wearing
"Lilly are you seeing what i'm seeing" I looked over at her and saw that her eyes were wide open
"Ahhhhh! She's wearing exactly what I have on!" She screamed while already tearing up
As Lana was walking around the stage greeting her fans she stopped in front of Lilly
"Oh my look your wearing exactly what I am" she laughed
I looked over at Lilly and saw that she was speechless, crying and fangirling
"Aww come here" Lana said while giving her a hug then continued walking while talking to other fans
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The rest of the night continued of all girls screaming and I of course had fun since Lilly was.
"When is the Meet and greet" I asked
"In a few minutes, they wait till all people are gone, then we go backstage and take a picture with her" she explained then continued talking to another fan
A couple minutes later a guy came on stage and said
"All of you must be wearing your meet and greet passes so you can go to the meet and greet"
Lilly handed me mine and we went backstage but had to wait in another line to get a picture

"Lilooo I'm bored"
"I'm not, I'm about to meet one of my idols" she over excitedly said
I laughed and wrapped my arms around her waist from the back
.....
"Jai we're next!"
"Finally!"
"Next" a bodyguard said
Lilly slowly walked up to her while crying
"Ohh sweetheart don't cry" she said while hugging her
They had a quick conversation about something but I didn't hear anything cause they were being real quiet but I noticed Lana get teary eyed
"Come on picture time!" Lana said and took one with Lilly by herself then one with both of us and one with only me 
Before leaving she cupped Lillys cheeks and said "Remember what I told you ok?"
"Okay, but before I leave can I get a quick kiss"
'The fuck like ten girls asked her the same question'
"Sure"
She gave Lilly a small peck on the lips and hugged her
"Hey take care of her she's a special girl" She whispered to me before we left
***outside***
"Eeep! I can't believe I got a kiss from her" she squealed while wiping her tears away
I held her hand and walked to the car

Lilly's pov:
Lana was perfect as always and she was nicer than I expected but I can't believe I almost made her cry when I told her about my dad and a few things thats been going on in my life
While walking to the car Jai held my hand and we walked in a comfortable silence.. well other than my small fangirling moments
Before going to the passengers side I stopped and leaned on the car door
"I just want to say Thank you for coming with me and all"
"Its ok I only came so you would be happy"
"Thats not the only reason I wanna thank you its also for all the times you've been comforting me and standing by my side most of the time"
"I do owe it to you though" he said while holding me by my waist
I wrapped my arms around his neck then looked into his eyes for a few seconds
Then kissed him slowly and passionately
And soon enough the little sparks of fireworks at the pit of my stomach came back
"Lilly... I th-think I lo......"
Oh my god please don't say you love me cause then it would be awkward cause I don't and I don't wanna  embarrass him

"Never mind forget it, but do you wanna go get something to eat"
"Sure but can I drive cause I know a place near by"
"Its your car, go ahead" he laughed while going to sit in the passenger seat

Reds pov:
[Little bit about her]
I just moved here to New York a couple months ago but I first lived in Colorado but when my mom caught my dad cheating they wanted to start over and mover to try and save the marriage for my sake but I think its all bullshit.
Anyways I start school tomorrow.
This is the second time I moved schools cause of all the bullying and hopefully this new school has nicer people.
Oh and the only reason I stutter is cause of my anxiety but once I get used to someone it usually stops.
My self harming problem is all because of my depression and cause Im Anorexic which made me try to commit suicide a couple times but failed all three times
Thankfully my parents think I've tried only once which was when I over dosed on pills.
And also I think that Evan guy is hot but he probably thinks I'm a freak, like who wouldn't I mean I stutter so much I can barely understand myself and I purge almost 3 times a day even though I don't eat and he knows that I cut myself....... wait!  Didn't he say he does too?
No I probably just imagined him saying it to me, I mean why would he even tell me something like that when he just met me plus I never told anyone about it besides my therapist and he said he wouldn't tell anyone but the next day my parents were asking me about it so I stopped trusting people after that.

"Red sweetheart can you please eat something" my mom begged
"I'm not hungry mom I already told you"
"When was the last time you ate something"
"I don't remember"
"Honey, when I thought you were over weight I said you need to cut down on food but know that I found out you were lying about your weight you need to eat as much as you can
I'm gonna throw it up anyways so whats the point of arguing and I didn't lie I weigh 200 Ibs
"Ok, what are we having for lunch"
She smiled and said
"Your favorite, Chicken Alfredo"
I acted as if I was happy and said "Ooh can I help you make it!"
"Sure anything that makes you happy"
We walked down and I saw my dad walk in through the front door
"Hi dad"
"Hi sweetie, uh Vivien (my mom) is my office ready"
"Yea and I closed some of the shades just in case"
"Ok thanks"
"Whats happening in his office"I asked
"He's gonna be bringing his clients here from now on so that he'd be with us more often"
"Oh that's smart" I uninterestedly said
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After we finished cooking I waited till my plate cooled a little so I just watched as my dads client left and another one came in but the guy looked somewhat similar,
I took a closer look at him and saw that it was Evan
What the hell is he doing here
I quickly hid my face and waited till he got inside the room
I took my plate and went upstairs
"I better not see the food in the garbage or outside your window" my mom said
"Ok"

After finishing the plate of food I waited a few minutes before going to the bathroom to let out the food.
I bent over the toilet and stuck my fingers down my throat and seconds later my lunch came pouring out.
"Are you okay" I heard an unrecognizable voice say 
After I finished puking

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