I SALUTE CALL CENTER AGENTS (TAGLISH)

BATTLING WITH MYSELF

                   Everything changes in one click. I guess the truth is your best enemy is yourself. I have been analyzing what is really the problem with my short term employments. I guess it becomes more frustrating that the years of experiences I have with the BPO industry starting to considered in vain. I am trying to be strong but weak inside based on my other writing "I look strong but I am weak". I have many confusions and questions in my mind that I really want to answer. Based on the book I read about secrets of winners, if we lose our job,it's not because of the job,it's because of the attitude we have towards the job. Simply because I have my  mental problem,depression,anxiety,negative traits and all the other bad vibes that make me give up the job easily. I think I am not going to church so long though my heart belongs to Him. I am starting to suffer with my eye and physical illnesses. There goes the another reason why I become discouraged. Right now,thinking,meditating,writing,praying and inspiring myself though my flesh is so weak. It has been declared in the Bible that spirit is always willing and not the flesh. The flesh that is naturally sins a lot. I am writing now this part of my Call Center online book because you friend,my dedicated reader will pray for me and I will appreciate it a lot. Please pray for me that I can overcome this strange depression that I believe is a part of postpartum dahil nanganak ako kay Ashley na pangalawa kong anak. Today is March 5,2016, one of the loneliest moments I have yet blessed because everytime I write,it serves as an amazing outlet of my stored thoughts. Thank You Lord at all times and I believe this month, I will be hired in a company that I will have my longer term employment,I can save, I can start purchasing necessary things and most important to contribute to His Kingdom. Indeed! A great dreamer! A hopeful mother who will always have faith that she will have a better life. At nakikita ko na ang pagiging Call Center Agent ko ang tutupad ng mga pangarap ko para sa aking pamilya.