I SALUTE CALL CENTER AGENTS (TAGLISH)

GOOD ATTITUDE IS IMPORTANT

                   I have been thinking what is wrong with me with the couple of years that I am working. From being a teacher to a call center girl, what is wrong? Why I cannot find my happiness? Why I feel motivated  at first then suddenly I feel so boring and cold then I give up. Yes, it is true, I am. I am not saying I totally overcome that kind of state but still doing my best to overcome that mental sickness I have. I look so strong,performer and confident but I am really weak inside. I easily get demotivated,get tired,get fed up and give up. Yes, I speak so strong but deep inside I doubt my own potential. Until I asked myself one day,what am I getting for being so careless with my work attitude when it affects my salary,self-esteem and it gives me more stress and problem. I am so overacting in some way that I cannot resist the little pain and prefer to take a rest to the fullest. Excluding the time that I had unthreatened abortion that is why I gave up my job with Telus. I chose my baby which is almost 11 months now rather than pursuing the dream call center company. I decided to include this part with this writing "I salute you call center agent" so that when that temptation to go back with who I was, I will keep on reading it. Truth is though I am a registered teacher, I cannot see any bright side about myself. I feel so worthless and always keep on thinking like committing suicide or get lost forever. Thank God that I realized my worth.  In everything that you are dealing with, you should always have the positive and good character. It really helps you to overcome all the thorns in your life that will make you wounded sometimes. Everything heals in God's time. I have frustrations until now but I know that in every good and bad things,there are always purposes and reasons. Everyday, we are dealing with different kind of customers as they call us. Some are good,some shouts,some are considerate and appreciative and some are demanding. I have been receiving phone calls for a long time now. I used different tools,headsets,met different people and used different computers and one thing I realized and I will keep saying to myself. I will survive as long as I am with God and will always have that positive attitude. Looking to have a long term employment and hardwork is also needed. Advance happy birthday to me. I miss writing a lot. I am looking forward to be a writer though how busy I am right now.