Chapter 59

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ni Jejezra

Mitch:

Music class na naman namin ngayon. Medyo bitter pa nga ako kasi eto yung huling klase na pinasukan ni Jayson at dito sya nagpaalam sakin sa pamamagitan ng pagkanta.

May continuation yung activity nila. Kumakanta yung mga classmates ko, parang consequences lang ata na sila yung kakanta kasi wala silang assignment or absent sila nung nagpaexam si Mam. Lily

"Next, Thunder" sabi ni Mam.

Wait, kakanta si Thunder? Wow naman.

Tulad ng dating gawi, nagsasalita muna yung mga performers about sa kakatahin nila, kung kanino ide-dedicate, kung ano yung drama sa likod ng kanta na yun or something like that.

"This song is for the girl I love the most, the girl who will always have a soft spot in my heart" panimula nya na nakatingin sakin. Syempre yung mga classmate ko tumingin na din sakin.

"Im sorry, sorry about what happened. Sa mga pagkukulang ko, kung nasaktan man kita. Kung may nasabi man ako, pinagsisisihan ko na yun" sabi nya. Hala sya, napapaiyak ako.

"I love you Mitch Lim, I promise. Ill never let you go" sabi nya bago sya umupo dun sa may stool.

[ Play "Give Me One More Chance" by Derrick Monasterio while reading this part]

Give me a sign that you'll still be around
Baby give me one more chance
Dont turn me down for this one life dance
All Im asking is romance
Ive been so neglectful
Ive let my silly pride overrule
I know Ive been a big fool
And leaving you was such a great big sin
Give me one more day,
Give me one more night again.

Nagtitilian na yung mga classmates ko habang kumakanta si Thunder. I mean, kahit ako. Gustuhin ko mang tumili hindi ko magawa. Honestly, hindi ko ineexpect na magaling din palang kumanta si luko. Naks, ang talented naman ng boyfriend ko.

Baby I know what you're going through
Dealing with a lonely heart
It was my fault that we fell apart
But we can make a brand new start
Baby Im not lying
Baby Im not trying to make things up
But theres is one thing that I am trying to fix up
Baby open up, and Ill give things up for you.

Somehow I feel that this song really depict the situation of us. True enough, when youre running out of words, a song and its lyrics are one of the best way to express the words and feelings that still remains unspoken.

And I will never leave you, hurt you
I will always stay true
I will always be there to care
Each moment we will share
I will always listen to your heart.
Give me one more day, give me one more night again, and tell me its not the end.

Naiiyak ako habang kikanta ni Thunder yung song na yun. Iba kasi yung impact sakin, feeling ko bawat linya talaga ng kanta na yun ay para sakin. I feel the sincerity in Thunder's eyes habang kumakanta sya. Kinikilig nga ako na ewan ee. Jusko Thunder, bakit ba kasi may ganitong pasabog ka? Hindi ko ineexpect.

Maybe you want to stay just a friend
Thats a crazy dead end
From now on, unlike us before
Ill be the one who''ll knock your door
Baby please stay open
Have you read the message I just sent?
How can we stay as friends,
If we let out hearts take command?
Give us one more try,
Give us one more night
And Ill promise.

I will never leave you, hurt you
I will always stay true
I will always be there, to care
Each moment we will share
I will always listen to your heart
Give me one more day, give me one more chance again
And tell me its not the end.

Hindi ko ineexpect yung mga sumunod na nangyare kasi nagulat ako kasi biglang tumayo si Thunder at lumapit sakin. Kinikilig kilig naman yung mga katabi ko at nag disperse yung mga classmate ko nung palapit na si Thunder.

Hawak nya yung kamay ko saka sya biglang lumuhod.

I know youre seeing someone new in your life
But thats all for show, it will never grow
Believe me when I say.........

Hala sya. Ang taas ng boses ni Thunder, tarages. Feeling ko para kong hinaharana ng artista kapag may mall show. Langya, pati mall show ng artista nadamay pa.

I will never leave you, hurt you
I will always stay true
I will always be there, to care
Each moment we will share
I will always listen to your heart.
Give me one more day, give me one more night.
Give me one more chance
Give me one more try
Give me one more dance
Give me one more night with you,

And tell me its not the end.

Finale ni Thunder yung pagyakap sakin. Wala na nga akong paki kung may teacher sa may likuran namin. Naiiyak ako na hindi ko malaman. Mixed emotion kasi. Grabe ka Thunder, hindi ko ineexpect to.

Nagtitiliian yung mga classmates ko. Pati nga si Mam. Lily napatakip na lang ng bibig sa kilig ee. Sinesenyas pa nya na 'go lang' kahit na hindi naman to kasama sa klase nya. Biglang bumalik yung saya ko kasama si Thunder, yung kakaibang saya kapag si Thunder na yung gumagawa ng mga nakakapagpasaya sakin.

"I love you Mitch" sabi ni Thunder habang nakayakap pa din sakin.

"I love you too" sagot ko at mas lalong humigpit ang yakap sa kanya.

And thats how our bitter-sweet story end.

Our relationship is like a roller coaster ride. Full of twist and turns. Allow me to lift you up from stereotypes. There is no perfect relationship, its the reality. We fight, we argue, we always misunderstand each other but at the end of the day, we ended up never want to lose each other again.

The end is just the beginning, happy ending is so old school. Happy ending is almost optional in a relationship. Its not destiny or luck, its a choice. Its in your hand if you want to be happy or not. But just like an old woman said. If its not yet happy, that is not your happy ending. Do yourself a favor, write something that is more beautiful. Your own story.