Guarded

My Show

then i kinda did a Q&A "so does anyone have any questions" i asked this one girl about my age i picked her "um what happened to you and justin you used to be so close" she asked

"um I've known justin for about 2 years and we were close but people change and drift apart and i think we were so involved in each other because i was completely broken and I let my feelings out but I let them out to the wrong

person i trusted justin with something so powerful my feelings and thoughts and we were so involved in each other and then everytime we saw each other We would fight so we stopped talking to each other" I explained to them

"Do you ever think you'll hang out again" other girl asks "i doubt it" i told them

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"So what do you want me to sing" i asked them "sing a new one" one person says "okay so have you ever said who's that boy" i said the music started i started singing

"I wanna get you by yourself     Yeah, have you to myself      I don't need nobody else      Don't want nobody else    He's special, I know       His smile, it glows
He's perfect, it shows, let's go      I've been starin' at ya       And I could do it all night     You're looking like an angel       With that kinda body needs a spotlight
Ain't no body know your name          But looking like you do could be famous
I could see us makin' waves    From the back of the club   To a bed in the shade"

I sang the rest of the song then changed into (pic above #1) then walked out on stage

"Who here has ever been in love with someone who you thought would never break your heart because your already guarded because you were broken and bruised destroyed by your own dad you were scared and you felt alone but then someone new came and broken down the barrier" i explained into the microphone

Justin's pov

I am at alex's concert watching the show in Toronto watching  with scooter and ryan and chaz my friends "and broke down the barrier" shes talking about me

Back to me

They cheered "and who has ever had their heart broken" i asked them they cheered "well its not fun especially when you thought they were your everything but I learned the hard way that the heart wants what it wants" i explained to them the music started the introduction played *selena gomez*

When I was on stage and I was thinking of... I know him, though. I know his heart, and I know what he wouldn’t do to hurt me. But I didn’t realize that feeling so confident, feeling so great about myself and then it just be completely shattered. By one thing. By something so stupid. But then you make me feel crazy, you make me feel like it’s my fault. I was in pain.

Then I started singing 

"You got me sippin' on something
I can't compare to nothing
I've ever known, I'm hoping
That after this fever I'll survive
I know I'm acting a bit crazy
Strung out, a little bit hazy
Hand over heart, I'm praying
That I'm gonna make it out alive

The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants" after I finished the song I was crying i wiped my tears

I walked back stage and changed into (pic above #2) *Martina Mcbride*

Then concrete angel started

She walks to school with the lunch
She packed
Nobody knows what she's
Holdin' back
Wearin' the same dress
She wore yesterday
She hides the bruises with linen
And lace

The teacher wonders but she
Doesn't ask
It's hard to see the pain
Behind the mask
Bearing the burden
Of a secret storm
Sometimes she wishes she was
Never born" i sang i sang the rest and finished that song

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I was on my last song  i was wearing (pic above #3) and then walked out i started singing  waitin for you  *demi lovato*

You said that you'd never hurt me
Be the band-aid when I bleed
But I guess that that band-aid was all made of paper
'Cause you never stuck to me" after I finished the song I walked off  the stage

I took a shower then changed into something comfortable i was walking out of the arena when I stopped justin hailey and ryan were fighting