Guarded

Shout out to my ex

1 year later

I am wearing (pic above #1)

I haven't talked to Justin or selena in a year i've spent the last year in hiding writing about my broken heart....our break up blew up all around the world and Justin got labeled as a cheater our world came apart and I will never forgive him he hurt me and Paparazzi hurt me too I miss him but I can't go back and selena was my best friend and she betrayed me they both did

I moved to a house on a hill by myself away from everything, paparazzi, fans, people I'm in my home studio recording song finding the right beat working on some stuff  i fired selena and hired a new personal assistant and a stylist and road manager

i haven't been on instagram in a year i decided to go on i unfollowed selena and Justin i deleted all the pictures of me and selena then the ones of me and Justin then i took justin and selenas

names off my bio then i took a picture of the microphone and headphones and put a black and white filter and put it on instagram with no caption justin liked it first then i finished recording some songs then i watched a movie

I took my laptop to scooters house to work on a release date and tour dates and an album cover my first show is March 20th

1 month later I released my album shout out to my ex last week and it already hit number one I had custom made props for stage I have a giant heart i have a heart shaped bed for

nightingale and I'm still planning on the outfits I'm really excited to go back on tour I started promoting it and almost all the shows are sold out my family is coming the first show

including Justin I'm kind of scared for him to come I haven't seen him in a year I have the set list ready to go I have my stuff from last tour on my new

bus I have outfits in my closet on the bus I started planning the video at the beginning I put all the pictures of me and Justin in the video then at the end I put the broken glass effect on it and then I recorded something I wanted to say to him

I got a lot more buses for my dancers, 2 for my equipment, 1 for clothes, and thrnmy team for my dancers  the girls have one then the guys have one  then i went to target and stocked up on pop, chips, granola bars, pop tarts,crackers, candy, soup, mac and cheese, toilet paper, paper

towels,tampons, liners,pads, feminine wipes stuff i didn't want to buy when the tour started i bought the same things for the other buses as far as food goes then for the girl stuff i put it in there bathroom as well as mine i I personally watched all my dancers audition with scooter and my team then i personally called them

....

Me and my stlist and desginer spent all month putting outfits together with the songs and the props and stuff i got all new make up and hair extensions, nails

I was exhausted and in the middle of all of this i flew to London for the Victoria'ssecret fashion show my friends gigi hadid and kendall jenner were there i was wearing (pic above #2) I sang love will remember,

(Justin's voice(
Hey babe it's me, I just wanted to call to tell you that
I love you so so so so much,
Just wanted to let you know that you are my princess,
You are worthy of all of the love in the world,
You are the love of my life.

(Me)....
"Now is all we got
And time can't be bought
I know it inside my heart, forever will forever be ours
Even if we try to forget
Love will remember
You said you loved me, I said I loved you back
What happened to that? What happened to that
All your promises and all them plans we had
What happened to that? What happened to that" i sang then when the show was over I went home