Guarded

She don't like the lights

"You ruined my life how am I supposed to explain this to alex the one I actually want to be with" he yelled at her i got closer "i think you just did"  the tears fell "ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM JUSTIN HE'S MINE OR HE WAS HE DOESN'T LIKE YOU" I screamed crying so hard

"he was" he breathed "I'm sorry i can't be with you after this i'm done" i sobbed

"NO" he cried "YOU CHEATED ON ME I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING AND YOU DESTROYED ME I DON'T CARE IF YOU SAID SHE KISSED YOU   I SAW WHAT I SAW AND I CAN'T UNSEE IT AND

JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME....JUST GET OUT OF MY LIFE ASSHOLE I LOVED YOU I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING AND YOU DESTROY ME  HOW COULD YOU ASSHOLE I HATE YOU"  I screamed

more tears streamed down my face "But i didnt kiss her she kissed me babe i love you" he cried i looked at hailey i slapped her across the face "YOU FUCKING HAPPY NOW...YOU GOT YOUR WISH...YOU CAN HAVE HIM" I screamed crying even more and ran out of the club crying

Justin's pov
I ran after alex "please don't leave me  i love you" but i was to late i broke down in tears "please don't leave me i love you i love you" i sobbed i felt like someone was watching me i looked up "love will remember" Alex told me and then walked away i was confused

......back to me
2 months later

I think about justin all the time I watch movies and shows that we used to watch together i miss him so much but know one knows justin just did a shoot for calvin klein

I'm modeling in the victoria's secret fashion show gigi hadid kendall jenner and selena gomez and I  are on the plane right now

....after the fashion show
I acted like everything was okay i went home to California

6 months later  i spent 6 months  doing non stop things  i did  endorsements for Luis Vuitton for 10 million dollars, MCM 15 million, and Coach for 10 million, i designed my own vans with my logo and name im working on an endorsement

deal for coke i model on runways i go from runway to runway and city to city im in magazine after magazine  i never got a break i was at a charity thing signing autographs 

My personal assistant and best friend selena gomez got a call

Selena's pov

"hello is this alex stone" the lady asks "this is her assistant selena gomez how may I help you" i asked  "um i was calling to see if Alex wanted to do an ad campaign for I'd rather go naked than wear fur would she be interested" she asked "um i dont know what would she have to do" i asked "just pose naked for the camera lady for 2 million dollars"  she told me "um i dont know I'll talk to her and see what she says" I told her we hung up

2 days later
Back to me

I thought about it and I don't even wear fur so I think I should I had selena  call the lady back and tell her  i would and we started the photoshoot i felt insecure at first because this was my first ever

fully naked photoshoot after they took a bunch of pictures i put the robe on and  got to pick the best pictures i changed then walked out of the building holding selenas hand  fans and paparazzi surrounded me taking my picture I couldn't even smile

They didn't even ask for a picture and they just took a selfie with me i felt like a zoo animal i was so ashamed they don't even treat me like a normal person the security team opened the back door selena climbed in first then I climbed in
And shut the door behind me we drove off

3 weeks later  the id rather go naked than wear fur campaign billboard ad was released its awesome i put the pic on my snapchat story then on instagram with the caption so cool

Then i got another job opportunity from play boy they invited me and selena
to the play boy mansion i asked selena to come we headed to the playboy mansion we stayed for three days "is this something you really want to do"  selena asks "i don'tknow i'm not a sex  symbol i'm 19" i told her "i think you should I don't know it sounds cool" she told me "i'll offer you 20 million dollars" he says my mouth dropped

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