Every end there's a new beginning, but the wound in my past always leave a scars in my heart.. There's always a big hole in my heart.. And no one can seal it.. Because i know who is capable to heal it.. Its always him. It is always him..
But.. I broke his heart.. I make him hate the world even more.. I make him a cold in coldest. I make him hard to the hardest.. He build a highest and unbreakable walls..
But baby.. I do this for your own good. I hope.. Someday.. Someday.. You'll understand.
Umiikot nanaman ang mga mata ko. Masakit at nahihilo na ako. Ngumingiti ngiti nanaman ako na parang baliw dito.
"Maxwell.. Ang sakit parin." Sabay lagok ng isa pang shot. Pang sampu ko na ata ito ah.
Inagaw na sakin ni Maxwell ang alak tsaka ako inalalayan tumayo. Medyo tinulak ko sya. Shit. Ayoko pang umalis.
"Tss. Lasing kana. Let's go home. This is the reason why I don't want you in this kind of place." Iritado nyang sambit sakin.
"Ayoko pa.. Ang sakit sakit parin." Yumuko ako at halos mahalikan na ang counter nitong bar.
Maxwell utter curses. "Damn you Anderson."
Medyo tumingala ako tsaka sya tinuro. "Shhh! Don't curse him!"
Wala syang kasalanan.. This is my entire fault!
"Cassandra.. He deserved it. Tara na nga." Mas iritado na niyang sambit. This time hinila na niya ako.
"No... This is my entire fault. This is my fault.." Sambit ko habang umiiling iling. Halos matumba pa nga ako. Mabuti nalang nasapo ako ni Maxwell.
Bakit ganito.. Bakit masakit parin.. Gusto ko din naman sumaya.. Pero bakit... My tears fall again. Kailan ba ako hindi na iiyak?
"See? You're drunk, no doubt. Shit. Please don't cry." Ang iritado niyang boses ay agad napalitan ng makita niyang umiiyak nanaman ako.
Kahit masakit na ang aking ulo. I managed to look at him. He is the guy who always there to guide my worthless life. He always protect me too from those guys who wants to take advantage to me. Thankyou..
"Ang sakit parin. Bakit hindi ko matanggap."
He sighed. He wipe my tears. I can see the pain in his eyes too.
"Cassandra it's been a years now. Please move on."
Yeah, it's been a years now...
"I can't.." Sagot ko.
He brushed my hair and wipe my tears again.
"Not for him. But for yourself.. Please i hate seeing you destroying your life. You deserve more than this." Nahimigan ko ang sakit sa kanyang boses.
Damn.. But he is my life.
N/A: Omg. You make this far! Our book one is over.. But doesn't mean the love is over too. See you in book two!
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