BETH'S POV:
The way Joel looked at me just made me get butterflies.
The way his voice was just so rough and rugged.
The way he ran his fingers through my hair.
I felt so guilty at the thought of Nathan but i just wanted this.
Needed this.
Needed to have this moment with Joel.
Needed to feel his skin against mine.
Feel his lips on mine again.
I just wanted this so much.
Nathan would never find out this happened.
Just the once.
With Joel.
It would be incredible.
More than that.
Stood in the doorway to his house.
Everyone else was clearly out.
He smiled at me as i took as step in.
I couldn't stop myself.
I just stepped towards him.
Placing my lips on his.
Feeling the surprise as i did it.
Then feeling his understand and feeling his hands wrap around my neck as he kissed me back.
Kissing me harder.
Kissing me more.
My hands wrapping more around his body.
He moved his head back.
"Beth, whats going on?" He said to me.
"Im sorry, i just, ive wanted this from the start. I cant deal with not having it anymore" I said back to him.
Pushing the front door finally closed.
"You want what?" He said back to me.
"I want you" I said back to him.
He smiled at this sentence.
I finally realised how much it must of meant to him.
Knowing that not only was it what i wanted so much, but knowing how much he did too.
Knowing this was all he'd been thinking about like me.
Knowing he wanted me as much as i wanted him.
He smiled more, pulling me closer and kissing me again.
Feeling his hands grip me tighter.
The force he used to press me against the front door.
Pushing me up against it and kissing me harder.
His hands moving their way down my body.
Onto my legs.
Around to my bum, Lifting me up.
His tongue brushing against mine.
My legs wrapping around him.
This just felt amazing.
My fingers running through his hair.
Making me want him more and more.
"Shall we.. Go upstairs" he said to me, panting a little.
I couldn't stop breathing so heavy.
"Uh huh" I said back to him. Refusing to let my mouth far from his, didn't want anything to stop me kissing him.
