One Direction Imagines and Preferences

You get deppressed while he was on tour

Harry: Tears welled up in your eyes. They looked so happy, smiling. You knew you should be happy for your best friend and her new boyfriend. But it stung how you always had to wait for Harry to come home from tour. “y/n, what’s wrong?” your best friend asked, putting an arm around you. “Um, I just remembered I had to do something. I’ll catch up with you guys later, kay?” you said. You drove home. As soon as you got home, you turned on your laptop and Skyped Harry. You knew that it was nighttime in South America and he was probably really tired, but you didn’t care. The screen lit up with Harry’s face staring at yours. “y/n, what’s wrong?” he asked, concerned. The tear stain on your face was obvious on the screen. You forced a small smile. “I just miss you, that’s all,” you said. wiping your wet cheeks with the back of your hand.

Liam: You looked at the glass picture frame. It was heart-shaped with a picture of you and Liam, kissing. You looked happy, so much happier than you were now. You wiped the teardrop that had landed on the glass surface. You missed Liam. You missed his warm brown eyes, his strong arms and his soft, boyish smile you had fallen in love with. You missed having him near you, having his arm around you. He was around the world, in South America, of all places. Places you’ve never been and will never go. He was asleep now, you knew. You hesitated, your finger hovering over the call button on your phone. You didn’t want to disturb him. He was probably tired, doing shows and recording and stuff. You allowed tears fall down your cheeks as you sniffled softly, remembering and missing the days where Liam was here with you.

Niall: “Hahahahahha,” Niall laughed. You loved the way he laughed. You loved the bright, boyish smile he always wore when he laughed. “Sorry, y/n, but I gotta go. Got a show to put on. Love you, miss you, bye.” Niall said before he hung up the FaceTime. It seemed like Niall was having the time of his life, touring the world with his best mates while you were stuck in this cold, empty flat alone. You missed him like crazy. You hate the achy feeling in your chest every time you thought of him. The beautiful blue eyes, the blond hair. You looked down at your hand. You didn’t want to cry. You had promised him you were strong enough for this. For him to leave you alone here for months. But the truth was it always hurt. It hurt to see your friends go out with their boyfriends and have fun, while you called and called Niall and kept getting his voicemail. You missed him so much, the pain in your chest was unbearable.

Louis: “I ca-can’t take this anymore, Louis. I’m sorry.” you cried. Your hand was trembling so hard, you were afraid you were going to drop your phone. “What? What are you talking about?” Louis asked. He was so far away, at the other side of the world, but right now he sounded like he was in the room with you. Your heart felt like someone was hitting it with a hammer, hard, until it shattered into a million pieces. “I miss you, I love you, but it’s becoming too hard. I want to be free, but I feel like I’m not.” you cried. You knew you were making no sense, but you knew you were doing the right thing. You felt like you were wearing handcuffs. You couldn’t go out with your friends without feeling depressed. You felt depressed all the time pretty much, because how Louis was in South America and you were still stuck here.

Zayn: “I have to go. I have to record all night. I love you. Bye.” Zayn said. His face disappeared from your laptop screen, leaving you alone again. You broke down, crying. You sobbed, the pain in your chest getting worse and worse every second. You wanted to die. You knew no one would care. Zayn was probably having more fun than being here with you. He was in South America, for god’s sake. He was going to all exotic places, from South America to Australia while you were stuck here preparing to graduate from college and hopefully get a job. It stung, it stung like someone was pouring acid all of your body. You missed him, and it hurt so much to know that he was thousands of miles away from you, unable to reach.