One Direction Imagines and Preferences

I was raped

I know it's not one that I normally post but I thought it was cute, real and yeah I just liked it and I hope you do too as well! 

“All you do is sit around in your room all the time!” My brother Harry says as he walks around my room with his hand on his chin. “You haven’t even seen or talked to Niall or any of the boys in a long time Y/N! That’s not you!” he says while stopping in front of my curled up body that was facing the wall. Niall had been my boyfriend for about 6 months now and we talked every single day, except for the past month. Yes we were still dating, but things got… Complicated. “Y/N everyone misses you, can you please come out of your room?” Harry asks. “C’mon please? The boys are waiting downstairs, we are going to a carnival. Do you want to come? It will be really fun.” he says and I shake my head in reply. I didn’t feel like going anywhere. All I want to do is sit and stare blankly at the wall. Is that to much to ask? “Well alright, but you better be in a different position when I come back” he says. I wait for him to leave but when he doesn’t I clear my throat. “Right, well see ya. Call me or any of the boys if you need anything. Okay?” I still don’t reply. Harry walks out of the room silently and I hear him start talking to the boys downstairs. I could hear Niall the most. “She’s not coming” Harry states and I could almost hear everyone sigh. “Why not?” Niall asks and I don’t hear a response from Harry. He probably shrugged. “Mate, she’s been up there for a long time. We haven’t even talked to her in over a month!” Zayn says. “I know I know, I keep trying but she just won’t budge.” “Why do you think she is doing this?” Niall asks. “When did she start being like this?” Liam asks while everyone starts shuffling their feet around. “I’m not sure, I just remember that she came home one night from being at a friends house and she was all quiet when I asked her how it was.” Harry says while I think back to that night. 
~Flashback~
“I’ll call you later!” I yell out to my friend as I slam her door shut. I look up as the clouds above were just waiting for me. It started pouring as I started to jog home. “Do you need a ride?” I hear someone say and I look behind me. A man was slowly driving behind me, like he had been for awhile now. “Uhm, no I’m good. Thanks though.” I say while speeding up a bit, making myself run. “No c’mon, I hate seeing you soaked.” The man said, his car was driving along beside me. “I said I’m good! My house is just around the block.” I lie. I turn down an alley hoping to get away from the man. Before I knew it I was slammed against the wall. I looked to the side and noticed that it was the guy who was following me. “What are you doing?” I yell and I try to move his hand away from my thigh. “Well, you wouldn’t let me drive you home so Id at least like to have some fun.” He says smirking. “Get away from me” I snap as he tugs at the hem of my shirt. “Quit!” I shout as he fumbles with my clothes in the dark. 
~End of flashback~
I heard the door open from downstairs as I sat in the same spot. I heard Harry talking to the boys while they ask about me. Can’t they just forget about me? I hear feet coming up the steps and instead of finding Harry I find Niall standing by the door. I slowly look at him as his face turned concerned in mere moments. “Y/N” he chokes out. “What happened to you?” he asks while coming closer to me. He sits down beside me on the floor and I move away slightly. “Why are you on the floor?” he asks quietly. “I like it down here” I say looking down at my hands. “What’s been up with you lately?” he asks softly, “I miss you” “I can’t tell you” I say. “Why not? Y/N you know you can tell me anything, I won’t judge you.” he says as he watches me curl my legs to my chest. My now scrawny body was leaning against the wall as I take in his expression. “When was the last time you ate?” he gasps and I shrug. “C’mon please get up, I want to get you something to eat.” he says getting up and offering his hand. I stare at him blankly before he sighs and goes downstairs. After awhile of being alone I hear all the boys coming up the steps. “I don’t know what’s wrong with her” I hear someone say. They all stood in front of me with their faces full of concern. I know they are worried about me, but I’m just so afraid that they will judge me. They will interpret everything wrong. They will think it was my fault. How am I supposed to tell them I got raped? “Y/N honey” Niall says kneeling in front of me. “Will you please come get something to eat with us?” I was kind of hungry, I guess not eating for a few days does that to ya. Every time Harry went to work I found myself slowly going downstairs to make myself a sandwich. These past few days Harry has been at home, therefore I haven’t eaten. I nod my head slightly as Niall grabs both of my arms to help me up. We head downstairs and Harry goes over to make me a sandwich. “Why are you like this? You are hiding something. We know you Y/N” Louis plainly states. I look at him as he takes a seat across from me. Harry puts the sandwich in front of me and I stare at it. I can’t have people watch me eat, they might make fun of me. “Are you going to eat or-” Niall says before I pick the sandwich up. I stare at them all trying to give them a clue without having to say anything. “Right” Zayn says as he walks out of the room. “Come on guys” he says and the boys follow. Liam gives me a small smile before walking out. “We’re here for you Y/N, no matter what.” After I finished eating I started walking back upstairs hoping no one wouldn’t notice. “Wait! Y/N you have to tell us what’s wrong” Niall says and I take a look back at the boys who were sitting on the couch. I sigh knowing they should probably know. I turned around and Liam got up so I could sit on the couch. I sat in between Harry and Niall. For awhile I didn’t say anything, it was just us listening to each other’s breaths. “I was raped” I finally say. For a moment there was just silence, i couldn’t even hear anyone breathing like I did earlier. “Who did it?” Zayn finally asked. “I don’t know” I whisper. “Why didn’t you tell anyone? We could help you.” Liam says. “I felt ashamed” “Ashamed of what? It wasn’t your fault!” “I know, but-” “No buts” Niall says as he reaches for my hand. “I don’t care who the hell did that, I am just so glad you are safe. You could be dead, you know that? I am so grateful Y/N. I don’t want you to think that you need to be ashamed of you or your body. What that person did to you was terribly messed up, but we can’t do anything about it.” Niall says and I stare at him in shock. “That was the best thing I have heard in awhile” I say as I wipe a tear that spilled from my eyes. “I know you are still depressed from everything that happened, but do you think you will let us help you?” Harry asks and I nod. “Thank you” I say smiling a bit before everyone pulled me in for a hug.