Sing For Me

Happy New Year

My Husband, he'll be my husband the head of our little family, our protector. I never thought I'd want to get married again, but this felt so right. Everyone on the dance floor had stopped to look after Ben got down on one knee and had burst into applause when I said yes, it was like something you see in the movies. He'd been planning all this, everyone had, that explains the funny behaviour, making it perfect, the hotel, our meal, my dress and the beautiful ring, when he told me it was Gran's I could have cried.

"Shall we go upstairs Sweetheart" he asks to which I have no problem in accepting. He carries me into our suite "I have to get into practice for our wedding night" he jokes 

"At this rate I'll be the size of a house by then" I tell him 

"And you will still look gorgeous Mummy" he says kissing me, smooth talker. Ben takes off his shoes and lies on the bed. I'd arranged a little surprise for him, which seems rather inadequate now after everything. 

"A little extra birthday present for you Sweetie" I tease his face lights up 

"What is it?" he asks his eyes eager 

"Wait and see" I tell him tapping him on the tip of his nose heading to the bathroom. He winks at me as I walk in. I make myself look cute for him, slipping into a little black silk nightdress that I picked up in the little shop where I found my dress, I glance quickly at myself in the mirror its enough to see my body is changing like Ben told me, knowing he was the cause.

I open the door and stand leaning against the frame letting him take me in. He likes what he sees. "Well if it isn't my beautiful Wife to be" he says, dear butterflies and how are we this evening? He gets up and walks over to me the look of him is enough to make my legs buckle underneath me. I suddenly get a rush of self consciousness and can only look at my feet,I had never worn anything like this before, Ben knew it and could sense my shyness. He lifts my chin causing me to look him in the eye. "Did you buy this for me Sweetheart?" I return my gaze to my feet again. He bends down to face me and I nod at him. "Have you any idea how adorable you look in it" he says giving me a smidgen of confidence back I shake my head a little. Ben walks me over to the full length mirror in the corner of the room. "Look Sweetheart" he says "I want you to see what I see" he holds me close to him I slowly lift my head to face my reflection with Ben looking over my shoulder. 

"Just look at how beautiful you are my darling" he starts to trail kisses down my bare shoulder I can barely look but something inside me prevents me from turning away. 

"Keep looking Sweetheart" I feel like I'm burning up. Ben places his hands on me gently stroking every inch of me. I see myself blush as he touches my breasts causing them to fight against the silk they're smothered in. 

He looks at me through the mirror smiling "My beautiful, beautiful girl" he says as his fingers wander down until he places them gently between my legs as I watch my expression change again. I feel his cheek brush mine as he whispers in my ear "Look at you" his words mixed with his gentle touch are enough to fold me but he keeps me steady "I've got you sweetheart" he says as he smiles at me through the mirror which I return to him. 

He puts gentle pressure on my button which makes me legs turn to jelly but he holds me there as I grip his hand, the hand driving me slowly insane.

"Don't you take your eyes off me sweetheart" he says pressing my reflection with a loving stare. I can't believe what he is doing the way he makes me feel tearing down my walls like some crazed Gladiator, smashing my fears. 

"Ah" I let out to him and he just smiles "look at yourself baby now do you see why I can't resist you" He continues with his performance guiding me to a climax with such care, not taking his eyes off me. The closer I get the less shy I become, turned on further by seeing what Ben does to me. "Let go my darling, come Lissy and look in your eyes as you do and see why I adore it" his words as always are my undoing as I collapse into his arms in an overwhelming spasm 

"Jesus baby" I call out as he catches me so gently.

He carries me to the bed as I'm still shaking that was possibly the most erotic thing that's ever happened to me. "Now do you believe me Sweetheart" he asks me 

"A Little" I tell him smiling 

"Well I will have to keep showing you until you do" he jokes. He had promised me what feels like so long ago now that he would show me how amazing making love can be and he hasn't let me down on that and this was the man I would spend the rest of my life with a lifetime of love to explore, again like he promised.

I look at the ring sparkling in the dim light of the bedside lamp on my finger Ben takes my hand and looks at it too "It's beautiful Ben it really is" I tell him 

"Gran insisted that you had it Lis it's like it was made for you" it made it all the more special knowing where it had come from 

"If we are as happy as your Gran and Grandad were we won't go far wrong" I tell him, his eyes seem sad behind his happy smile he misses his Grandad he changes the subject.

"So we should set a date then sweetheart" he says

 "When were you thinking" I ask him 

"As soon as possible I say" he's eager, I must look unsure and he picks up on it immediately 

"What's wrong" he asks gently 

"I........I just don't like the idea of being a fat bride" he starts laughing as I speak over him, "I want to look nice for you sweetie, that's all" he really isn't listening to me. 

"Sweetheart that will not be a problem" I glare at him 

"Yeah you would say that Benjamin" he stops me 

"It wont be a problem because by the time this little one starts to show we will be married" I look at him like he's crazy 

"Darling I want to marry you straight away, I don't mean months I mean weeks, I want you to be my wife when you have our baby" he's got it all figured out. 

"But all the planning and thi......" he puts his finger to lips. 

"Neither of us want a big flash expensive wedding do we, we've been there done that and look what came of it" he is right 

"It doesn't bother me if it's just me and you in your boyfriend jeans and your Tatty teddy t shirt Sweetheart I just want to marry you" my sweet sweet Ben. 

"OK" I agree how can I argue with that.

"Now how about me unwrapping this present of mine" he says cheekily 

"I'm all yours Sweetie" I tell him. 

"Happy New year Sweetheart" I kiss him 

"Happy New Year" and what a happy new year it would be. There's a fireworks display going off outside the window. Ben switches off the light and opens the curtain so we can see them then he lay's me back and we make some fireworks of our own.

Happy New Year!!!!!!!