Sing For Me

Possess Me

We headed away from the concert hall and into the main college it was dark and almost sinister when it was empty. Ben took me to his classroom and unlocked the door. "Sit down Lissy" he motions to the chair at his desk. I notice he's now got two photographs on his desk one of the two of us and one of the children, not hiding us from anyone not even here. I'm still feeling shaky after my run in with her, my nerves still buzzing. I see Ben heading across the room to the storeroom at the back of the class, he goes in and I hear him moving things around. He comes out carrying a black folder tied together with a silk purple ribbon, he's bringing it for me.

"What's this?" I ask him. 

"They are for you sweetheart" he tells me. I open the folder and inside are a collection of pieces of music, songs all written perfectly by hand, Ben's hand on manuscript paper.  Each song is dedicated to me. From the titles I can see they are songs of love. "I wrote these for you" he tells me. I'm taken back by it, tonight's song was more than enough but these too.

"Like I said you are my inspiration sweetheart my reason for doing it" He takes my hand and walks over to the piano, he places the music down and begins to play, I follow the music while he plays my heart swelling. "Sing for me" he asks. The key of the music is high it's written for a woman, written for me.

I look at Ben and I see a stray tear fall down his face, the labour of his love brought to fruition. When the song ends he kisses me sweetly "I love you" he tells me. I stroke his cheek. He sees there's something on my mind "What is it?" I'm afraid to ask him but I know I need to 

"Why didn't you tell me about her?" He tenses up again the mere mention of her name is enough to change his mood.

"I was afraid to, I thought If I did you might believe her and see me no different to him or any other bloke out there" he did it to protect me."I'm not like that sweetheart I would never hurt a woman you know that" looking for me to confirm it 

"Of course I do baby" I say to him "It was a mistake a stupid stupid mistake and then when I told her that she turned it on me just because I rejected her" it eats away at him I can tell "If what Wendy did wasn't bad enough she had to rub the salt in, I lost all my confidence and self respect". I take his hand in mine, letting him know I'm there.

"Meeting you changed all that Lis, you needed me and were happy to take the love I could give you, that's all I've ever wanted since my mother left to have someone I can love and protect from the world. Wendy accused me of being a control freak but it wasn't like that I just wanted to give someone the love I never had" he's breaking my heart " She didn't want it, I should have never married her despite everything I see that now"

"She said you were possessive" I tell him and he hisses in anger and turns away not wanting to show it to me, I take his face in my hands "Possess Me" I say to him his expression changes. "If that's what it takes, take me, own me, because I'm yours Ben, I love you and can't live without you" I place my forehead against his "I need you" I whisper into his lips we are both in tears.

I pull away from him, "I was going to wait until Christmas for this but now seems like the perfect time" he looks at me 

"What are you saying?" he asks 

"I want to live with you Ben, I want you to live with us at the flat, you said yourself you feel at home there, I know it's not much but it can be ours, we can be a proper family what do you say" he seems lost for words he is still tearful and overwhelmed.

"Oh sweetheart, you have no idea what this means to me, Yes,  Yes of course I will" he says laughing pulling me into a hug. "You won't regret it I swear" he says. I know I wont. Our lips meet to seal the deal I start to tingle. 

"Make me yours Ben" I say to him, he knows what I mean, he puts me to sit on the keys of the piano. He gently lifts my legs either side of him so my feet rest of the stool, he stands up touching my face with a deep longing look in his eyes. He takes his hand and runs it up my thigh, upon his discovery of my nude hold ups underneath my dress he looks up at me smiling 

"Sweetheart" he whispers lifting my dress making me shudder at the feel of his soft lips on the inside of my thighs as I place my hand in his hair. The sensation of him against me while he gently runs his fingers around the edge of the soft lace makes me spill his name from my lips 

"My Sweet Beautiful Lissy" he calls to me in reply whilst gently pulling away my underwear producing a cool rush of air in between my legs heightening my excitement 

"Ben what if someone comes looking for us" I ask him 

"They won't darling" he says before planting another of those kisses right at my sweet spot and I cry out, he kisses me over and over and over until he lifts up his head smiling at the quivering sweat I've developed. He stands up to face me kissing my lips  

"You are sweeter than honey my darling" he says to me through his kiss. Something inside me suddenly bubbles and I take my hands to his belt opening it, he looks at me "What my darling" he asks and I blush "You want me" he says softly once again our foreheads touching 

"Yes baby" I say to him "Take me" and He happily obliges as he makes me his own once more................