Sing For Me

You cant break the unbreakable

Ben's Point of View

"I solve my problems and I see the light, we've got a loving thing we've gotta feed it right

There no ain't no danger we can go to far, we start believing now that we can be who we are Grease is the word!"

"Fabulous choreography Mrs Latimer as always" Davey says praising Kate our resident dance teacher 

"I just tell them where to stand Mr Forrester, their drive and performance comes from dear Mr Langley" she says causing me to go all bashful

"They think our love is just a growing pain, why don't they understand its just a crying shame"

"Their lips are lying only real is real we stop the fight right now we gotta be what we feel Grease is the word its got groove its got meaning" I walk towards the stage they are not giving me their all this morning.

"COME ON LET ME HEAR YOU" I shout to them and they spring to life once more with some encouragement and direction. I wish Lisa could be here to see this, she loves Grease she grew up with it as I had like Sandy my Lissy was a shy, innocent little girl that exploded into an amazing sexy young woman to get the man she loved and she'd got me like no other girl could. I'd played the soundtrack at home the other night and to see her dancing around the living room in her leggings and leg warmers blew me away,

Grease is the the time is the place is the motion, Grease is the way we are feeling

I swear I fall in love with her all over again when I see her do things like that, every time I think there's nothing else I can love about her she surprises me, I think its safe to say that this boy is hopelessly devoted, but I didn't care, I didn't care who knew, I'd shout it from the rooftops if I could.

"Benny Boy, somewhere delectable I trust?" Davey says coming up behind me I must have been day dreaming oh yes about my darling girl. 

"Sorry" I tell him "COME ON LETS DO THAT ONCE MORE GUYS" bringing them in line,

The door at the back of the hall goes and Anthea walks in she looks worried as she approaches me "Mr Langley, telephone for you" Something's wrong I can tell by her face 

"Who is it Anthea?" I ask she just looks at me 

"I think you'd best come and take it" she bows her head her voice going quiet "It's Lisa" Lisa oh my god what's happened, I get a cold shiver go straight through me 

"Go Ben, just Go" says Davey I run full pelt out of the door towards reception to take the call, my heart is going crazy and I've got that sick feeling in my stomach again. Anthea comes up beside me I run into the booth barely noticing that SHE is sat there. 

"Hey, Sweetheart" I'm barely able to speak 

"Ben it's Mike, look mate its Lisa she's collapsed, I've called an ambulance and its on its way" Its like every nightmare and every fear I've ever had is just rousing up in me 

"Well is she OK? Mike please say she's OK" I'm panicking 

"She's unconscious mate........" he tries to tell me more 

"I'm coming" I try and explain to Anthea what's happening but I just cant access any rational thought in my brain I just need to get to her. 

"Just go darling don't worry about here" shes says I don't even acknowledge HER and leave.

I run to the car not really giving any care to who's in my way, its like I'm in auto pilot as what's in my head is making no sense Its only a few minutes to the store but it may as well be a few hours, Lisa my darling please lord let her be OK, what happened, she shouldn't have gone to work today I'm disgusted with myself that I let her go, its my fault, I should have said NO. I'm crying like a fool tears streaming down my face if anything's happened to her or the baby, there's something against us, can we not be allowed to just be happy FUCKING HELL!!