Sing For Me

Let's play a little game

I tell you something the guests on the Jeremy Kyle show have nothing on mine and Ben's families, perhaps we should have taken our mothers on there still we don't need to worry about them any more. I'm bored the flat is empty with everyone gone not sure why Gran had to go too probably wanted to see the kids go to nursery and school. I miss Ben the way we had kissed at the lift before just blew me away, all the hurt and fighting had caused us to lose sight of who we were and what we were good at, I missed our closeness but he was going to put it right I could feel it. I flick through the channels trying to find something to stimulate me when my phone vibrates, a message from Ben who should be working.

Would you like to play a game Sweetheart? x

What on earth does that mean, do I ask him or do I just go with it oh to hell with it

Yes Please x

I text back wondering what on earth is coming next, the butterflies are in full flight again. Nothing OK what is he up to. There's a ring at the door, so I go and get it thinking its Dad and Gran "Mrs Langley" its that delivery boy that came to the store with my flowers I swear its him 

"Yes" and he hands me a box, I sign for it and take it in thanking him. I take it to the kitchen to open, inside is a single sunflower with a thick lemon ribbon tied around it,my heart skips causing a quick intake of breath, there's a card with it, handwritten again how?

Remember Sweetheart? x

Oh god do I our wedding night which feels like an age ago already after everything. My phone goes again

Did you like your flower my darling? x

How does he know I've had it, I get a feeling of excitement slowly rising up through me. He's playing on this morning he knew how much I wanted him and how much I needed him, he's taking back the control. I pick up my phone.

Yes its beautiful sweetie thank you x

Is that it I'm thinking and just as the thought goes through my mind to be digested my phone goes again.

How does it make you feel? x

I don't know what to answer to this, this is something new but I'm tingling all over almost afraid to tell him what I really think. before I can think there he is again

Does it excite you my darling?, tell me don't be shy, its just you and me. x

Oh Lord I can see what he's doing and as afraid as I am of it I cant turn my back on it I want to play, play his game.

Yes it does, very much x

I can feel my heart racing just by reading his words its as if I can hear him whispering them in my ear, as he does when we make love those words that drive me wild.

I hoped it would, how does it excite you sweetheart? share it with me x

This is hard in my head I know what I want to say but typing it is as hard as if I were speaking it to him my shyness still rears its head even after coming all this way together.

Don't be afraid Lis, I know you can do it my love x

Even miles away down the road he can still guide me, own me like I wanted him to and he knows it. I blush as I start typing a knot in my chest.

It reminds me, making my heart race, making me tingle and................

I hesitate taking in a deep breath and almost closing my eyes..............

making my button throb x

I panic all of a sudden "Jesus" and double check that I did sent that to Ben and no body else in my phone but no it was to Ben and there he is again