⚠️ Trigger Warning ⚠️ : Mention and actions of Sexual Abuse
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"Ah boo!" Ezra laughed loudly and fell over on the bed as I blew air onto his stomach.
"Mama no mo!" He screamed loudly, pushing my head up. I smiled down at him and pecked his forehead before nodding.
"Ok baby, are you hungry?" He shook his head as he played with the new gold necklace around his neck that I bought him. "Are you...sleepy?"
"No, Asa." Realization dawned over my face as I nodded. He recently started to hang with Asahd, Khaled's son, as we worked on a new song for his album.
"You'll see him in two days okay? When we go to London."
He pouted but nodded, "Okay mama, cuddle." He stated more than asked as he grabbed my arms and forced me to lay down with him. I smiled lightly as his baby smell engulfed me. I loved my baby boy.
As his soft snores filled the air, I quietly grabbed my buzzing phone before answering it.
"It's my album release party and you're not here!" Matt shouted over the music.
I sighed and looked down at Ezra. "I'm with my son right now-"
"BRO watch the Rafs!" He screamed loudly before smacking his lips. "Wannabe frat boy, but Y/nn you promised you would coooome."
I rolled my eyes before slowly getting up with Ezra in my arms. "Alright big baby. I'll come but only for a little while." He cheered loudly. I sighed heavily as I started into the living room where Dana and Vanessa were watching a movie..well Dana was, Vanessa was out cold.
"Yeah yeah, I'll see you." I hung up before leaning next to Vanessa and sliding Ezra next to her.
"You'll see who?" Dana questioned as I stood back upright. I stretched my back and looked over at her cuddly looking self. I convinced her to dye her hair pink and it was the cutest shit ever.
"Meeting up with bear for his album release. I won't be gone long." Her eyebrows furrowed slightly as she looked at the tv. "What?"
"Nothing." I frowned before crouching down and placing my hands on her knees.
"No nothing, speak your mind." She grabbed the remote and paused the movie before shifting her big blue eyes to me.
"You go out a lot, like a lot. I just want you to keep your head on straight." She said.
I smirked as I slowly opened her legs. "How can I keep my head on straight if I'm gay?" She scowled at me before pushing my hands off of her. "I'm kidding, but I'll be fine. I'm not losing my head any time soon. Okay?"
She still looked at me with uncertainty but nodded nonetheless. "Okay."
"Good. Now, want me to eat you out before I go?" Her eyes turned to slits as she stood up.
"Are you serious?" She grabbed my wrist and started to pull me to the bedroom. "What kind of question is that?"
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"Hit it from the back, let her back it up good God, two moods," I sung to myself as our single played through the club speakers.
"Aye, wanna perform it?" Matt asked as he handed me another cup of whiskey.
"Hell yeah, right now?" He nodded and grabbed my arm before leading me to the stage. He grabbed the mic and smiled cutely at the crowd. "First of all, I wanna thank y'all for coming out. It means a lot to me cause this is my third studio album, yes yes." He added as the crowd cheered. "But who I really wanna Thank is my fine ass best friend right here."
