⚠️No Jumping To Conclusions⚠️ Proceed With Caution And An Open Mind ⚠️ Enjoy⚠️
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You know how your brain processes whatever you heard, even though you heard it perfectly, with "huh?" That was me.
My eyes were like saucers as she stared at me blankly, no emotions evident in her expression. "You heard me Y/nn." She said softly.
"No babe." I said quickly, my head shaking. "I'm with you."
I watched as she smiled to herself before slowly sliding over to straddle my waist. "Babe I know that." She sighed out, her hands softly pressing against my chest. "But I mean.. Jaime is extremely attractive, right?" I didn't answer. "Okay, if I said I've thought about it too would it make you feel better about admitting it?"
I felt my mouth run dry as I stared up at her. "W-what do you mean?" I asked, my eyebrows furrowing as I scanned over her relaxed expression.
She hummed and softly ran her pointer finger over my collar bone, her eyes still unnerving and blank as ever. But that same smirk was still apparent as she silently urged me to speak my truth.
But to that truth came another. Was I attracted to Jaime? Extremely. But it was all merely a physical attraction. I thought she looked good and was fun to hang around. But that's where it all stopped and continued for Alexa. I loved Alexa, deep down to my core to where I couldn't see myself not being with her in this very moment.
Which is why I was hesitant to admit what she wanted me to. I couldn't lose her, not now. Not when I was in this deep and this happy. Losing her would no doubt send me spiraling. Not to the point of self destruction like with Vanessa but I definitely wouldn't be able to get into another relationship for some solid years. Did I want to take that risk? No. But did I want to lie? I felt my heartbeat slowly start to speed up as I watched her continue to take me in.
"Babe," She whispered, caressing my face with a soft tone, instantly taking away the building anxiety I was starting to feel. "What's happening in that head of yours? You're thinking pretty loudly.."
"I-" I stopped myself and tried to remind myself that this was Alexa. Not Vanessa, not Steph.. Alexa. I had to trust her. "I did have a uh.. a dream." I mumbled and she nodded softly, encouraging. "And we.. we did things but I wouldn't do that in real life. Do you believe me?" I finished quickly, watching her closely for her reaction.
"Of course." She smiled and leaned down, pressing a soft kiss to my nose. "I believe you.. and it's fine." I sighed in relief and wrapped my arms around her. "Unless you'd want to."
"Want to what?" I asked and she raised up, me following as I kept my arms around her waist.
"Have sex with Jaime."
"Um.. what are you asking?"
"She's asking if you wanna fuck me, you idiot." Both of our heads snapped to the doorway and I ran my eyes down her body as she stood, still in her same outfit from tonight. Her lips were wrapped around the circumference of a.. those candies that you uh.. you suck.
"Is that my lollipop?" Alexa asked, her eyes squinted.
"No, this is the one I got. You should've grabbed your own." Jaime retorted before moving her gaze back to me. I didn't realize I was gripping the back of Alexa's shirt until she pointed it out. "Pull any harder and you'll make her a yeezy shirt."
I softly let go of her shirt and took in a slow breath. "Is this trap? Are you testing my loyalty, Alexa? Because if you are that's truly fucked up."
