This one life

Decisions

I don't know, I don't know how to do this (do this)
But I know I gotta push through it (through it)
Doin' everything I can not to lose it (lose it)
But you're still on my mind (oh nah nah)

"Decisions", Rotimi

I am glad she finally answered, and only slightly disturbed because I started to wonder if she is mad at me for not writing this morning. Of course, I cannot tell from her message if she is maybe a little miffed at least, but as long as we are still writing and she eventually talks to me on the phone, I don't mind. Maybe I can explain to her why I was so busy this morning then. I still hope that we can talk before Friday when I need to be in Venlo. I somehow want to tell her about my trip, since I intend to start my journey on Thursday, and stay in Düsseldorf overnight. It would of course be a great detour to drive by Augsburg, but nevertheless, I have this strange idea to stop at her place if she agrees. My only problem is that she always seems to be busy when I suggest that we talk.

Of course, there are other things on my mind, too. I still need to decide which songs to play at the church, because Nikolas has given me a completely free hand with the concert.

With so many things going on, time flies by too quickly, and on Wednesday evening, I have to make a decision without having talked to Jasmin. I write her a message and decide to wait for her answer to make up my mind. As it is our usual time of writing, her answer is almost instantaneous.