TART The Sequel [TART 3]

Disney World

— written yesterday —

I'm sorry for not posting in a while, some things have been going on so all I've been doing is drawing and hanging out with my family ^^

I have a funny story to tell you guys though! :D Just a few minutes ago I had Misty in my room and she usually scratches at the door to my glass cabinet and then I open it and let her in, so I was gonna open it for her but she thought it was already open and jumped straight into the door XD

Anywho, I finally learned how to play chess :D I suck, but at least I kinda know how to play it lmao

The weather is finally getting really nice so I've been spending a lot of time on the balcony with my cats, it actually felt really hot out today and it felt like my skin was burning XD

I have some good news though!! My parents had already decided that we're going back to Delaware next summer, and I don't know if I mentioned this or not but I was talking about Disney World one day a few months ago and my mom came up with the idea of just heading straight to Florida instead and spend a few days checking out Disney World

I don't know how likely it is that we'll do that, seeing as it's INSANELY expensive and we just don't have the money, but it's a possibility that we'll go, if not next year than at least at some point, maybe during a time that isn't so busy and expensive :D

I'm so happy because I've always wanted to go there but I didn't think it was ever gonna happen because dear god it's expensive, but I know that at least my mom really wants to go so I have her on board XD

So I've spent all day watching videos on Disney World tips lol, I've been doing a lot of research on Disney World which is good even if we don't go because I really need something to get my mind off of things atm ^^;

— written today —

I had a bad and good day XD

We've finished all the practice written exams, so now we're working on the practice oral exam

Today, we got picked for a class, and tomorrow we get picked for what topic we're gonna have about, and then on Thursday I'll be at school for one hour to do the practice oral exam >_<

And I was so lucky with my class!! I got picked for science!!!

I hope I'll get a topic that I'm good at!! XD

The bad part about today was when we had band :') I made the stupid PowerPoint for them, but the teacher also wanted Mal and I to join in on one of the songs for the concert we're gonna have in May so we were gonna join in on "Hold the Line" by Toto since it's the only one we felt comfortable singing

But I really wasn't mentally prepared for this at all today :( I stood on stage with P and Mal and I really did try to sing, but nothing came out

I couldn't get a single noise out, and I started panicking more and I was shaking and I really just wanted to run away and have a panic attack in peace but I didn't want to make a scene

So yeah, that really sucked :( But at least now I have time to mentally prepare for it lmao, maybe I'll be able to actually sing with them next time XD