TART The Sequel [TART 3]

Halloween!!

Heyyy :D It's been a while since I've written, so I thought I'd just give you guys a little update

So, I go to a high school for "health, childhood and youth development", so we have a lot of practical work along with the theoretical work

we have a few weeks where we go out and work (at a nursing home, daycare etc), and we've been doing that for these past two weeks

A lot has happened to me and it kind of felt like my life just fell apart all at once so my anxiety levels were skyrocketing and I was really emotional and unstable and was having panic attacks on a daily basis, so I ended up asking for extra work at home instead of going out and working (since that would've just pushed me over the edge)

So instead I've just been having to write two big papers XD I don't mind it though, it's been nice to isolate myself for a bit and take a step back to get my anxiety levels back down

I've also been reading a book about how to overcome social anxiety and shyness so I'm praying that it'll help me >_<

Otherwise I've just been drawing and participating in inktober and working on my commissions ^-^ Anything that would get my mind off things and calm me down

I had my annual Halloween "party" today, so I spent all day preparing for it XD And I ACTUALLY dressed up as female human Freddy his time lol. I finally remembered to buy a top hat and a bow tie, I just didn't have a brown vest, so my mom ended up just cutting up a brown cardigan that I used as a vest instead lmao

T and Amalie were there, along with one of Amalie's friends (who I've been wanting to be friends with for a long time), and T brought a friend from out of town ^-^ It was weird not having Mal there though

We also had pizza and a weird (but very delicious) concoction of iced tea and sprite lol

And then we ended up watching Twilight lolol

It was a nice night, I just hope that the others had fun XD

I hope that you guys had a nice Halloween ^-^