TART The Sequel [TART 3]

Beatrice

I just realized something and I almost started laughing out loud

I just remembered that two or three nights ago, I dreamt that my classmates and I were playing real-life Overwatch (like, we each had to pick a character and fight but it was here in the real world and we became the characters), and Beatrice from freaking Re:Zero was in it

This girl:

-was in it

Like, WHY??

I haven't even thought about Re:Zero in so long, and I had forgotten about my dream until I watched a youtube video from Akidearest and she mentioned Beatrice and I remembered my dream and almost started laughing because it's just so random XDD

Speaking of dreams, do you guys remember when I dreamt of me and James Charles but he was a suicidal bird lol

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I was so happy in English class yesterday because we started on a new topic: Canada!!!

Obviously this is my turf lol so I did well on most of the questions ;333 And we're gonna have a test about Canada so hell yeahhh

I also raised my hand in class for the first time in probably 5 years

The teacher asked us what the capitol of Canada was and no one raised their hand and not saying it out loud was driving me insane so I actually raised my hand and spoke :D

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I hate group projects so much :(((

My two friends from class is sitting next to me (as I was writing this) talking about all the things her boyfriend has stuck up her ass while I'm sitting here doing all the work :')

Like, please, I don't want to hear about what he sticks up your ass or what fluids you have on your bed-

Anywho, this assignment is so stupid because we have to make a huge presentation plus make two videos about how to make a bed and postures

Are you kidding me

The worst part is that I'm gonna be the one filming the videos, editing them, writing the script, putting together the PowerPoint and doing everything for the presentation - and then split the credit with my two friends

:(((((

And then they're probably gonna think that I'm bossy or controlling because I do all the work, but I really don't want them to help because I know that they're gonna half-ass it and do it horribly :/

Oh well, I'm just gonna have to work my ass off and pray that I'm finished in time-

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I raised my hand and spoke in class again today!!

I know that this doesn't sound like a big deal to most of you guys, but I haven't raised my hand and spoken in class since 5th grade, and I'm in 11th now

So yeah, that's a pretty big deal XD I've raised my hand twice in the past two days and that's more than I've done for nearly 6 years

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T and I went to Amalie's today for a movie night, but we ended up just talking for 3 hours lol (which was really nice :D)

I'm so glad that we've gotten so close! TwT That would've never happened with Mal in the picture, so I'm glad she's not one of us anymore lol

I feel so free without her >_< Like, I'm finally in control of my own life and I'm finally standing on my own two feet

Even Amalie and T started talking about how they've noticed how I've gotten much stronger and happier, and I feel so touched whenever they say that T_T ❤️ The one word I would've never described myself as, is "strong"

Amalie even wrote some very sweet things about me in her book (over at Amajan2 ), and I seriously almost teared up when I read it ;w; I can't believe there's actually people noticing how I've changed

So yeah, I'm beyond grateful to have them as friends :'> ❤️