TART The Sequel [TART 3]

Drama

How is it possible to witness so much drama in only one day?

Today was intense ;;

And now my chest hurts and I feel sick to my stomach

Drama is entertaining when you have nothing to do with it, but I absolutely hate being in the middle of it T_T

Long story short, our other friends are starting to get upset at Mal (because they know what Mal has been doing to Amalie, T and I) and have been talking to her in person and sending messages to her

They've only been saying things like how she's gonna end up losing us since she's pushing us away, but still, it's having the opposite effect and is really only making the situation worse... Now Mal just sees it as us ganging up and attacking her

Which obviously makes her pull away even more and get closer to her new friends

Oh yeah, I've also gotten replaced, which I guess isn't that surprising anyway because I don't think I was anything more than a toy in her eyes, which sucks because she was the world in mine

And yes, I just deleted a ton of this chapter because I'm probably gonna end up writing a huge chapter explaining everything at some point, so there's no point in bombarding you guys right now XD

I seriously cannot express how grateful I am to have friends that finally see what I've been seeing all along

All my friends agree with me and are finally seeing Mal's true colors

I'm also super grateful that people are thinking about me TwT T has two friends that go to her class, and they suddenly asked to talk with me one day

They told me that they noticed that I always walk into school with Mal every morning, and they offered to walk in with me instead

I'm so grateful ;; Not only were they thinking of me, but they were actually willing to help me 🥺❤️

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Mal's off with her new friends most of the time and I only have two other friends in my class, but I'm the odd one out so they end up walking off a lot together

Most of the time it's only me and my new friend (let's call him Mark XD)

But I feel really awkward because I don't like being with only one person at a time and it's been just the two of us a lot lately, the only person I've really been comfortable with alone (other than my family) is Mal :'> He doesn't have any other friends to hang out with either, so we end up just talking about memes a lot lol

It was a little awkward yesterday though because we were let out of school an hour or two earlier than usual and I wanted to wait for my little sister to be finished at school before I went home, so I waited in my school's cafeteria

He sat down next to me and I was a little sad because I wasn't in the mood to be social :') Lol

But what made it even more awkward was that a little while later, ALL the guys from two other classes flooded the cafeteria and I was surrounded by guys from my old class and a few of them was looking at me weirdly TwT (at least it felt like it lmao)

So I texted T and asked if she could save me lmao

So now I finally have a second guy friend lol (F I N A L L Y), I've always been jealous of my sister because most of her friends are guys and it sounds so nice because ~no drama~

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I can't remember if I've already written about this or not, but my dad was so sweet a few days ago TwT (or, well, he's always sweet but he was extra sweet then)

I came home from school and he saw that I was really upset and he just looked at me and said, "do you want cake? 🥺 And tea? 🥺🥺 And maybe a movie? 🥺🥺🥺" 😭😭❤️

I seriously don't deserve my parents

I also can't remember if I wrote about this or not, but I had a huge panic attack one night and my mom was so worried about me that she let me stay home from school the next day, and she even stayed home from work as well just to make sure that she was always around in case of another panic attack 😭❤️

I DON'T DESERVE THISSSS