TART The Sequel [TART 3]

Deep Questions Tag

I thought it was about time to do a tag :D And I'm sick of all the boring Wattpad tags with all the same old questions, so I found one from instagram lol, hopefully some of you guys will want to do this tag as well ^-^

Also, sorry guys, but you all should know by now that I ramble a lot XD

1. Are you currently who you wanted to be when you were a child?

That's a difficult question XD I can't really remember who I wanted to be, but I know that who I am now is definitely not who I wanted to become

But at least I'm aware of it and I'm finally seeing it and motivated to change, so hopefully I can become the person I've always wanted to be ^-^

2. What do you believe happens after death?

I think the most realistic idea is that we just die and get born again, but I don't want to believe that T_T I've always believed (and hoped) that there's such thing as heaven, and that everyone we've known that has died is watching over us and waiting for us to be reunited

I don't necessarily believe in Hell though, but I'll like to believe in Heaven >_< I definitely believe that there's something after death, especially after the story that my dad told me

(I know I've written about it before; about when he dreamt that he was talking to his dead grandfather and he suddenly said "I think it's about time you wake up", my dad woke up and heard a thud, and his grandmother had fallen and gotten injured and would've died if he hadn't heard the thud)

3. What is one thing that truly makes you happy?

Forgetting about the rest of the world. Wether it's from taking a walk, drawing, being completely into a movie/game/book, or just by hanging out with my family or friends, I love to forget about everything else

I'm a really stressed and anxious person, so doing things that makes me forget about all my problems and worries are the things that makes me truly happy

4. Who is the one person you can talk to about anything?

Well, it used to be Mal, but shit happens XD

I actually think that my mom is the person that I can talk to about anything lol

I've gotten a lot closer with my family this year, especially since I've really been opening up to them. It's nice talking to my mom about things because she used to be a really anxious person at my age, so she understands a lot of my problems, and she's proof that there's hope for me as well because she got over her anxiety

5. What event would you rather die than live through?

Having either my mom, my dad or my sister dying

I'd much rather be the one to go

This is seriously something that I think about on a daily basis and it terrifies me. I have no idea how to cope with losing a loved one